One Morning Before Mourning [Aurelio]

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Whatever it was that he was attempting to do, whether through flirtation, niceties or merely composing himself with greater finesse, it appeared to be working. The man felt a sudden enthusiasm brew within himself as he appeared to discover the 'method'; a way to recover from his follies, at least in the face of this one individual. 'Aurelio'. He had a unique name. It was… Emrik would describe it as masculinely elegant. Whether he truly meant his flirtations or were merely using them as a method to charm this Aurelio, that… that was something he was still deciding himself.

Earn those battle scars…

To those words, the man curled his lips, seemingly lacking in agreement. His gaze narrowed slightly. The question at the tip of his tongue was 'why' -- why did anyone need to battle, to be scarred? A want was one thing. Emrik, for example, wanted to serve the Imperium. His scars were tributes to them, and reminders of his fallibility. Encouragement to do better.

He supposed Aurelio was of a like mind, but in a different way. There was that Synnekar 'bravery' in him; far less reserved and calculated than his Kathar brethren, eager to prove himself, to do right by others. He could see glimpses of that, at least. Somewhere in there.

"One must never over imagine their own limits," he replied, as the other mentioned his colleague's hubris. It very often was this falsely perceived grandeur that led to a warrior's demise. Heroism was so integral to that. Again -- another distinction between the two subsects of their winged kind, their penchant for this heroism. It was infectious among the Synnekar, and frighteningly lethal to them, like a disease. No -- his kind forged themselves through strength alone. Only the best rose to the top. That was how they gained their glory; risk was never wasted.

Emrik hummed faintly as he pondered, before turning over to face the other, meeting his eyes for a moment. Taking a bite of his own rations, stuffing a loaf of bread between his lips for energy, he bit and chew as the other grew more bashful and unresponsive. Now that he had instigated that response, he had no idea of how to handle the aftermath. "Do not worry," he calmly replied. "I am not a man for judgment." That was a lie, though most of his judgments were more akin to observations. He was unfamiliar to much of the range of 'regular' emotion. It had, quite literally, been beaten out of him.

"I'm still contemplating whether I'll go. I have… an old friend in there I promised to meet. Worst of all, if I don't go and see him, my friends at home will all be very angry. Disappointed." Nothing he said there was a lie, though it was distorted, even twisted. He was meeting Lucien to kill him, and his friends at home… that was the Imperium. "The more you speak of these wraiths, though, the more reticent I am to see him. I worry that he might already be dead."

Because he needed proof of contract. How would he get that if the man was buried a thousand stones deep in some barren, surrounded by darkness? He would either need to make an excuse and hope for the best, or go in there. Neither seemed promising. "I suppose I can mull it over. I could always meet him outside of the entrance, anyhow, to deliver my regards… if he never shows, then I will know what has occurred." He glanced towards the Synnekar, sighing softly. "Do you intend to wait with me? If you must go, I understand. If not… perhaps I might appreciate the company."
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24th Ash, Year 121, A.O.S
Company: Emrik | Theme: Investigation | Thoughts: He's unusual, interesting... | Mood: Intrigued

۞ With curiosity; Aurelio did notice some discrepancies within his appearance. He thought Avialae lived only within the walls of Kalzasi; but it appears there were more of them out there. Also the name seemed odd, Emrik. Was it supposed to be an affliction to the name Emerik? A lot of questions raced through his head, but he didn’t want to pry too much. He was cautious still; he could be anyone. A lone traveler or worst; the man that was the scourge of empires. However, his flirtation methods had him hooked; intrigued. On the contrary; he wanted to learn more about the other man to understand the meaning of life.

“Wise words…” He responded to the reply as he stared into the ashen sun ahead; sitting in a reclined position with his arms around his legs for a moment. The emotions of the man appeared to be drained; almost similarly to the way a wraith would drain the soul; he still had no clue how lucky he was to be born as a Synnekar. The total freedom gave Aurelio a chance to explore things in life; aspirations and even possibilities of love and romance. Something which had clearly been robbed from the other male. He had no idea that there were forces out there which hoped to enslave the world; drive them into the realms of wretched politics and totalitarianism. He had not seen that side at all, but if he did; Aurelio had very little chance of surviving.

“Old friend? You mean…” He paused as he nodded; avoiding the prying of information. As curious as he was, it was better to let a stranger get up to their own devices. Aurelio smiled as he looked at Kathar. It wasn’t unusual for him to stay with strangers. Aurelio was quite sociable and inquisitive that he didn’t particularly mind. “So, well what is it that you’re doing out here? You’ve clearly come to Kalzasi for a reason, haven't you not?” He asked curiously, doing that head tilt; that was equivalent to a lost puppy, accompanied with the furrowing of his eyebrows. It was a habit for him whenever he asked a question.


Aurelio’s senses became sharp as he heard footsteps behind him. He looked around for a moment as he looked back at the Kathar “Did you hear that?” He said. It was always in Aurelio’s nature to be cautious, particularly after a traumatic event during his childhood years; which lead him to become wary and careful, particularly when strolling outside Kalzasi. ۞
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He would not elaborate as the other inquired; old friend, old enemy, apostate. It did not matter. His motivations for seeking the man out, his relationship with him, his actual reason for even being here... those were all things Aurelio did not strictly need to know. In fact, he was better not knowing them. He was glad the other did not press, as that quickly could have gone to contention. But, fortunately, it did not.

"My reasons for being here..." he trailed off. It was clear the other Avialae had many questions, most of which he couldn't provide a satisfactory, truthful, or upfront answer to. "To fulfill my duty," he cryptically replied, training his eyes on the other man. There was a tension to his stare -- almost a dare to delve further, to provoke whatever intensity enriched his eyes. He was far from an open book. Yet... Aurelio had been so forthcoming about every detail. It felt, somehow, wrong to say nothing at all, or only those sparse, cryptic words. Was it better to lie, then? To elaborate further, but with mistruths? Their meeting had provided him with many moral quandaries. It was difficult for a man of so many secrets to ever make a tangible friend.

Fortunately, the silence of his thoughts was interrupted by a quiet rustling from behind Aurelio. Emrik's eyes immediately perked up, as the man exhaled. Two blades immediately materialized within his hands, crystallizing into form within the air, urged so by aether. It was immediately evident, then, that he was a Reaver; fortunately, not something that would raise questions in Kalzasi. It was the one thing he enjoyed about the traitor-home: the freedom. They had many such privileges of which he could never even dream.

"I'll check it out," he said quietly, before standing at full attention. His wings expanded outward as if to threaten, before the man moved through the treeline, glancing around himself in a radius. Turning to his three o'clock, he saw a fawn galloping through to a clearing; the source of the sound. It appeared both he and Aurelio were... over-vigilant. Turning back towards his -- their -- small camp, he approached from behind the other man, dematerializing his weaponry before tipping his head to the other in a brief, small nod.

"It was nothing; just a deer," he whispered. "Now... as for an answer to your question--a true answer, I am here because I wish to explore more of the splendors and potentials of life. As with most Kathar, I am from the Imperium. I have been... sheltered from much, and drowned in the burden of blood and responsibility. This city represents an opportunity to view with more open eyes, the things once obscured from me. That way... I can make a choice.

To stay, to go elsewhere even further beyond, or to go home. That was what it came down to, for him.

"I appreciate your kindness, Aurelio. You Synnekar are unique men. Emotive... feeling so intensely. I cannot possibly understand, but it is... enlightening to observe."
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24th Ash, Year 121, A.O.S
Company: Emrik | Theme: Investigation | Thoughts: He's unusual, interesting... | Mood: Intrigued

۞ To fulfil his duty seemed like an understatement for the young Synnekar; there was definitely more he could do. Aurelio stared at the other man and smiled. To question the Kathar’s intentions of his journey made Aurelio realise that he’d hit a nerve. It may have been none of his business; cities of the north were often confiding in secrecy, meaning there was a possibility that he could be on a political journey.

It was clear the man was closed off from the world; shut like a prison cell. Lock and key thrown away as if the realistic, human reflection of his self identity was forever imprisoned. As he was listening, the sound of rustling hit Aurelio’s ears. He looked at awe as he saw the blades materialise in front of him. They were crystalline with hues of opalline rainbow hues. He watched in the distance as he noticed the deer run off in fear. Over-vigilance was the best course of action; one can never be too careful, especially when dangers linger in the world.

After the other man returned, he continued listening to the other man’s story. He mentioned the word, Kathar. A word that meant only one thing, they talked about by the other Avialae as slave-knights to the Imperium; to be stripped of one's freedom was to be jailed inside. He listened further and felt somewhat sympathetic for the taller, brooding Avialae that stood before him. However, he listened further around his true intentions as he shuffled closer to Emrik.

“I’d be willing to help you with that…”

He offered his help willingly to the Kathar; it was usual for such creatures to take a pilgrimage to Kalzasi. To explore the ways of the Synnekar was something he met with curiosity “After all, it’s the least I can do since strengthening friendships is what’s important to us.” He said as he placed a friendly arm on his shoulders.

It was normal for a Synnekar to show tactility “They have great taverns here. The High Hopes for instance… The Velvet Cabaret, for those risque desires...” He seemed prudish around that manner as he wasn’t exactly experienced for that kind of thing. He had the freedom to commit to courting and seeking manners of sexual relations; but he thought he wasn’t ready for it. He was waiting for that moment to come by. The true moment of when he’d find ‘the one’

“If you want a history lesson though, I can’t give you that… I can only offer what I’m experienced in…” He laughed. It was humbling and innocent to help people, especially now he felt he had broken the mould of the winged male. However, he was wrong about that. Aurelio was too naive to understand what he was bringing into his life. The same false hope of believing people can change was right upon him, but sometimes chances that were taken had benefits. It was up to Aurelio... ۞
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Aurelio shuffled closer to him, and then, before long, placed an arm across his shoulders. Physical touch like that was foreign to him. At first he jumped slightly, back immediately straightening as the foreign hand draped around his muscles. Nervously, he chewed on his lower lip. The other Avialae's words sort of flew by him for a moment, though he caught the essence of them. 'Willing to help', he said. Help him... explore the splendors of life? He wondered how, though quietly he acknowledged that Aurelio was already participating in that. This experience itself was compelling to him. He had never really spoken to someone in a setting like this; perhaps his Kathar brethren a time or two, but it was always so impersonal. Every word was one spared of anything but the most bleak fundamentals. Efficiency. The fulfillment of their objectives.

He had never known a man to offer him friendship, but it appeared the other was doing just that. He wondered if Aurelio was inviting him to attend those taverns with him. Particularly, the 'Velvet Cabaret' struck him. Risque desires. It was odd to imagine acquiring the fulfillment of those desires so easily. In the Imperium, one needed to be approved by the government to even procreate; and Emrik wasn't attracted to women, so that formality was one that lacked appeal. He had concluded long ago that he would live a life without companionship. Knowing how close such a concept was within reach... it was dangerous, and enthralling. Could he experience intimacy? Could he experience love? What would that be like?

Would it shake him? Throw him awry from his path?

It was difficult to conceptualize even trying. What would a man do, when he felt something? Did he brush aside that aching voice; of his instilled form of conventional morality? Did he give in? He had no grasp of those inner workings, and even less control. But that was a part of the breadth he wanted to know. To see, and understand, what he lacked.

Emrik wrapped one arm over the other's lower back, smoothly exploring his muscles for but a moment, acquiring some grasp in how their bodies differed. He sighed out from his nostrils, and gleaned forward, hoping to meet his eyes. Aurelio said he would help him explore the splendors of life; the things he was missing. This was chief among them. These affections he harbored; aimless, wandering toward an uncertain end. He wanted more than that.

The Kathar leaned in, and without warning, laid a soft and prolonged kiss upon his neck, tucking the man closer against his broad frame.
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24th Ash, Year 121, A.O.S
Company: Emrik | Theme: Investigation | Thoughts: He's quite affectionate; for a Kathar | Mood: Affectionate

۞ The sudden warmness of the man’s skin, followed by the breath. Goosebumps appeared over his skin as he was pulled closer to the Kathar. He could feel the prolonged kiss against his neck, accompanied with the feelings of being flushed; however this was different from the bar situation. This was more physical; more tactile. To begin with his emotions were a mix of emotions; scared, uncomfortable as well as the positive ones such as affectionate and yet excited. He let him advance onto him as he stared deeply into his eyes “Emrik…” He whispered in a soft tone as he wrapped his arms before placing his hands behind his neck; foreheads meeting at such close distance.

He didn’t care if things went too fast; time was usually a factor in life which was unpredictable. It was within the Synnekar’s nature to think as if every moment was their last. He chose to savor it and treasure it as if he felt his life was on the line. Life was indeed too short to throw away moments of pleasure; as hedonistic as it sounded. It was the only way that Synnekar could find true happiness; it was never easy, but at least Aurelio had a choice in life, despite wanting to live the heroic life that was told in the legends and ballads of their glorious race. He moved his hands down the other man’s chest; feeling the Kathar’s sculpted, marble figure as he let out a shudder for a moment. “You do realise; you’ll be my first…” He uttered softly; before his eyes shifted into a much deeper eye contact.

The surge of emotions ran through him as he decided to let go. He cups the chin of the Avialae and lets a prolonged kiss on his lips; using his tongue to explore his mouth. He didn’t break but held onto the man passionately as he broke the kiss; caressing the man's muscular body. “Life’s too short to give up moments like this; never take anything for granted.” He said, leaning into the Kathar’s nape as he burrowed his head there affectionately. ۞
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Emrik.

He was lost in a stupor for a moment, taking in the man's features, his warmth. Their eyes met, and then remained affixed to one another. Within his own stare was a deep longing, one that had existed long before Aurelio -- but one the Synnekar had brought out. It was strange, even paralyzing. He did not know what to do, or how to be, in a moment like this. The other wrapped his arms around his neck, their foreheads meeting. Their lips were only an inch or two apart.

Was this what he wanted? He did not know. It was difficult to tell for certain -- in his mind, more experimentation was needed. More touching, more kissing. The other easily obliged that, running his hand across his sculpted chest. Emrik reached back, smoothing his hands over the other man's shoulders, exploring the contours of his biceps, and the thick muscles that ran down his arms. This was strange. Uncanny, even. It was strange how nice it felt; the touch of his skin, the smooth surface and the firm muscles underneath. It was strange how handsome he found him, and how easily he had succumbed to those complex emotions, as if it were natural. Despite everything he'd ever been told.

My first.

He felt his heart thump. His first... what?

Before he knew it, his lips were on Aurelio's, Emrik leaning in to kiss him. Aurelio's mouth opened, their lips locked; Emrik's tongue clashed with his, warm breaths exchanged as they kissed and kissed, deeper and more intensely. Every moment that lapsed, he felt a stronger feeling brewing in his chest. It was so compelling, and so strange. He... liked it. A lot. So much, in fact. He found himself craving more; as their tongues broke, he pulled him in again, kissing him over and over. It was his first, too, but he wanted more. He didn't care what happened to Lucien. He just wanted to kiss and hold Aurelio.

"I won't," he softly replied, as the other buried his face into his neck. "I'm glad we met... Aurelio. This is something I've never done before. You are... a very special man."

Pulling him closer into his chest, he gestured for the other to remove his padded attire and his vest, if only so they could embrace skin-to-skin. Another sensation he had never known. "I've decided I won't go into the warrens," he nodded, digging his lips into Aurelio's neck and softly teasing at his skin with his teeth, threatening to leave a mark. "I have... too much to live for."
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24th Ash, Year 121, A.O.S
Company: Emrik.| Theme: Romance | Thoughts: He's... Strong... | Mood: Mixed Feelings

۞ Love or lust?

Those were the things that Aurelio was deciding; whether it was love or pure lust. Their eyes met, noticing the deep longing between them both. Synnekar and Kathar, the two men appeared to be star-crossed, brought up with different values and morals. To Aurelio, that did not matter. He was dealing with the same complex emotions as the other man was. They would wrack at him constantly; landing him in a hazy stupor. The same time he moved his hand over his chest; only to feel what was pounding on his chest.

His tongue explored the other man’s mouth as they both intertwined their bodies together. What outcome was he wanting? It was difficult to tell so early in a moment like his; more experimentation was needed as he proceeded in undoing the contents of the other man’s armor; slowly sneaking a hand through his linen shirt; only to caress his right pectoral. His body was hardened from battle; like sculpted bronze. He held the Kathar close; there was something about the man that made him feel exasperated without him. Was it all these strong emotions? He was supposed to be back in Kalzasi; delivering his report to the Slayer’s Keep; but he had needs. Desires that needed their thirst quenched.

You’re a very special man.

Those words seemed so earnest as his heart began pounding; along with the loss of words and the sense of butterflies in his stomach. His face flushed with a heavy red sensation as his eyes met the other man “Yes… You do, far too much to live for” He continued to kiss him as he undoes the leather doublet he was wearing, revealing his muscular, yet scarred chest. A scar on his abdomen; which looked crooked. Followed by a series of scars that looked like strange teeth marks. It was clear that he was well weathered by his work as a monster hunter; than of war.

“A chance of redemption”

He uttered as he let out a satisfied moan; already feeling the flush once more. The Kathar already sunk his teeth into the man’s neck; like a desperate vampire, craving for his life essence. Only the man had deeper cravings. The cravings of fulfilling his lust; his need for the physicality of one’s touch and furthermore; something to fill that empty hole inside him. It was years of war, bloodshed that can lead a man cold, broken and emotionally detached from society. To build him back up to humanity was like dealing with an animal on a leash.

Aurelio was taming the beast within. He did not know he could have been making a fatal, naive decision. It didn’t cross his mind, only the sense of enjoyment.

“My first kiss.” He murmured. ۞
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He was so unfamiliar with touch, and so being like this made his heart pound in his chest. Every inch of his skin felt sensitive; internally he felt an intense, unfamiliar brimming; a sensation of goosebumps, desire and uncertainty intertwining. Unlike Aurelio, he had no concern in making the distinction between lust and love. The man only knew that he had bottled desires like this for criminally long. Once they had been loosed, he felt liberated. Everything felt simple. He was not 'fraternizing with an enemy', but engaging in an act of intimacy. He wasn't reneging on his duty, but fulfilling the longings of his heart.

Feeling Aurelio's hands as they explored his pecs, as they stripped him of his upper garments and left his skin bare to the sun that dripped through the foliage. Far too much to live for. Indeed. As the other man became exposed, his scars and the toned, muscular form of his chest, Emrik explored it eagerly; his hands were all over him, smoothing and gripping each muscle. He squeezed at his abdomen, then palmed circles over his pecs, pulling him into his lap.

He barely noticed the scars, though he felt them at times as his hands smoothed over the texture of his skin. Mostly, he was enthralled by the rest of him. His auburn hair, his stubble, his handsome features. Aurelio was a man he had been privileged enough to lay eyes on, let alone explore. This was unlike anything he had ever done; ever imagined doing. And it felt... right. Despite what the Empire told him, it was dangerously right. This was his nature.

As Aurelio moaned, a rumbling approval thrummed through his chest, the sound murmuring out from his throat. He exhaled sharply through his nostrils, warmth fanning over him before he breathed back in to absorb his scent. It was warm, like the sun; intoxicatingly sweet, like flowers. And, within it laid the deep, potent scent of a man, something of which he was fond. Emrik met his eyes, smiling faintly; warmly. My first kiss, the other man spoke softly as their eyes met.

"Mine as well," he returned, bringing his lips to his collar and leaving a soft trail of kisses. Abruptly, he pulled away from the other's neck and eyed him inquisitively; uncertainty mired his gaze. "I do not know what to do next. Should we... schedule a meeting? A, ah... date?"
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24th Ash, Year 121, A.O.S
Company: Emrik.| Theme: Romance | Thoughts: Already leaving? We just started... | Mood: Lovestruck.

۞ Right.

That’s what it felt. It felt heavenly; giving Aurelio a sense of security. He was strangely protected by a dark, brooding monster that he didn’t know. It was never unleashed towards him; he was a dark horse. A curious specimen. An equivalent to the tale of Ama Yama, an Hytori bedtime story that he had heard, about a woman who seduced children with their desires.

Candy.

The Kathar hit the perfect spot, as if he already had that sense of esoteric knowledge. Aurelio was hooked on his own desires, already ignoring the dietetic message of that story. He had already succumbed to the touch, the feel of the other man’s skin. Some parts were rough around the edges, compared to his own smoother complexion which was well exfoliated. This was all thanks to the hot springs; Aurelio’s favorite spot. “Nnnfph…” He moaned softly as his golden eyes meet those hazel hues once again; this time with a much more fiery passion as Aurelio continued to tease further, pulling and tugging at the other man’s nipples. It was clear he wanted it all; for the other man to tease him.

He felt content with the male; the exchange of touches, kisses were intoxicatingly sweet. It was a euphoric moment, smelling the deep scent of the other man. However; there was a chance he could smell better, more cleaner than the rugged muskiness of battle he had. He wondered if Kathar had the luxury of being able to bathe in fragrant hot springs; comforted by the scent of cologne every morning. He didn’t mind though; he was content with running his hands through his light brown hair, almost running through it with masseur precision.

When the other male pulled away; he felt a strange sense of discomfort; like something had been cut from deep inside of him. His breath was still shaky from his ounce of passion that he had been injected into him. However, his eyes seemed to have lit up at the man’s proposition for a date. He smiled; appearing to have great joy on his face “I take it; you have to leave… I’m sure we can arrange something; I’d like to see you again…” He said with a smile “There are; some hot springs in the Astralar Mountains; that’s one of my favorite places… We can meet there in three days” He smiled; ruefully. He wondered how he long he could stay separated from the other man for long; particularly since he was craving for the ounces of passion again.

“I hope I see you again…” He said with such longing in his eyes.

Only time will tell. ۞
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