It was the grinding that caught her attention. She didn’t mean for the connection to be made, but her mind had always been a traitorous thing. The grind of bones as they were crunched and slurped. The grind of weapons as they slid through armor as someone turned another and they were forced to fight together. She had not been of much help, then; the axe had been too heavy in her hands. She blinked, lifted her head as Lyra came closer.
She was presented with a tea and her first instinct might have been to recoil from the smell alone. But that didn’t bother her so much. It was familiar, the stench of rot that clung to the tea. The first sip warmed her, though her tongue gave her no thanks as the taste set in. Her expression soured, and she almost laughed. That she could still be so concerned with something trivial as the taste of tea. But her energy, whatever little she had had, was gone. Depleted by relief and exhaustion.
Pretender. She called the wraiths pretenders, but what were they pretending to be? But — free her? From the wraith? The only means she knew of it being done had been to give it to someone else. That hadn’t gone well. It had very not well. She shuddered at the memory of Matthias and Isabel and the bodies that had come with the swing of his axe. The singing voices of terror and surprise as the blade danced and galloped into and over them. The strings of dying breaths and silent tears. She sighed, closed her eyes as she took another sip of her tea.
Yes, she wanted to be free of the wraith, but was it really a wraith? Or was Jieun, manifested fully within her. She blinked, looked up at the woman. “Who is the pretender? Jieun is no pretender. She — she’s been with me for so long.” She couldn’t lose her, not again. Not like this. Not to anyone. Maybe one day she would leave her behind. But, as she turned her attention to the ghost of the girl, just beyond Lyra’s shoulder. Her lips spread in a smile, small and sure. “Don’t take Jieun from me.”
But that was odd. Her voice sounded slurred in her own ears. The world was tilting, turning. She swallowed, reached for the tea again to take another sip. No sooner had the cup reached her lips did the world spin faster. Her gaze shifted over to Lyra. “What’s happening?”
She was presented with a tea and her first instinct might have been to recoil from the smell alone. But that didn’t bother her so much. It was familiar, the stench of rot that clung to the tea. The first sip warmed her, though her tongue gave her no thanks as the taste set in. Her expression soured, and she almost laughed. That she could still be so concerned with something trivial as the taste of tea. But her energy, whatever little she had had, was gone. Depleted by relief and exhaustion.
Pretender. She called the wraiths pretenders, but what were they pretending to be? But — free her? From the wraith? The only means she knew of it being done had been to give it to someone else. That hadn’t gone well. It had very not well. She shuddered at the memory of Matthias and Isabel and the bodies that had come with the swing of his axe. The singing voices of terror and surprise as the blade danced and galloped into and over them. The strings of dying breaths and silent tears. She sighed, closed her eyes as she took another sip of her tea.
Yes, she wanted to be free of the wraith, but was it really a wraith? Or was Jieun, manifested fully within her. She blinked, looked up at the woman. “Who is the pretender? Jieun is no pretender. She — she’s been with me for so long.” She couldn’t lose her, not again. Not like this. Not to anyone. Maybe one day she would leave her behind. But, as she turned her attention to the ghost of the girl, just beyond Lyra’s shoulder. Her lips spread in a smile, small and sure. “Don’t take Jieun from me.”
But that was odd. Her voice sounded slurred in her own ears. The world was tilting, turning. She swallowed, reached for the tea again to take another sip. No sooner had the cup reached her lips did the world spin faster. Her gaze shifted over to Lyra. “What’s happening?”