FLORIAN
Florian hadn't moved from his spot, but what Stefan said registered a bit later than usual. "We can sit down." He said, one of the few things that didn't come out as a sob, though he didn't know how much of a question it was. He didn't reply to the suggestion of being dropped off elsewhere. Where else was there, that was not some ally of either Zaichaer or Kalzasi? Most of everyone he knew was on this very airship. Florian knew the layout of the Nachtherr, and once he confirmed the suggestion he took a deep breath and started walking in that direction, ignoring most anything else, Lyra and Brenner included. He didn't say anything else until they sat down.
"They didn't arrest me like normal. I didn't face a trial. I was offered death now or death later, and I made the mistake of choosing to live. I didn't even step off of the train." Florian frowned and stared at the table in front of him. "They said I was special. They'd been waiting to get their hands on me. Wanting to...to manufacture my betrayal, because I was too close to Eitan." He held his hand in his lap, nails digging into the very palm that had been marked by Killian. He had to speak his fears, know his fears, and he was terrified. He had to face his fears, but he was held down by panic. Florian looked up at Stefan, his eyes still white with only a thin black line around his iris to distinguish it from the sclera.
"I wasn't the only one there. There were a few others, different from me. But we were all special. It's... I have no safety in Kalzasi, and I go back home, they'll arrest me and take me back to the doctor. I have nowhere to go anymore." His hand moved from his lap to wipe the abundance of tears that still wet his face, and then he lowered his voice and leaned forward. "If you're going to arrest me, please shoot me first."