FLORIAN
Florian quietly exhaled. "Long version it is." He had told Stefan the short version on the Nachtherr, before they had even arrived in Zaichaer, but there were so many details he left out. He leaned back against the desk a bit, but he held his hand on the back of his neck. A few moments passed as he gathered how — where to begin the story.
"It started with a tower. Somewhat near Kalzasi, though I had no real concept of where it was when I left, I took the train to Shemashk and went from there. It called to me. I don't know why, but when I arrived...nothing happened." He scratched his neck and moved his hand to his side where it fiddled with the edge of the desk. "Nothing happened. I didn't talk to anyone. So I got on the train and came home. I never even made it to the city, but as soon as I was in Zaichaeri territory a man from the Order came and offered me the choice that I could die then and there or I could die later." He gripped the desk. "This was Ash...63rd, I think.
"I chose to die later. You know, take my chances instead of a caster shell to the head on a train. They gave me some vile concoction and three days later I woke up in some black site, some laboratory led by a Dr. Constantine. It was a nice room for what they did, honestly. I was there for 22 days. I counted. He told me that I was too close to the Angevin family and that they had been formulating a way to create betrayal and how happy he was that I did it myself. But I didn't— I didn't mean to betray anyone, I knew I shouldn't have left but I didn't think it would— never mind. It doesn't matter." He reached his hand up to the buttons on his shirt and started playing with them. Florian's face felt burning hot and his anxiety seemed to grow from nervousness to fear as he wiped burgeoning tears from his eyes. "He cut me open. Over and over and over. He wanted to know why I am the way I am. He said I was special because magic doesn't affect me the same way it affects everyone else. I'm resistant, past just Lysanrin aether siphoning bullshit.
"They did everything they could to keep me alive until they wanted to take me apart entirely. And that's when we escaped. I wasn't the only experiment, but... we escaped. 22 days, so just before Ash ended, I think. And then I was in the wilderness alone." He laughed. "And then I found a group of travelers for a few more days. They fed me and gave me warm clothes." He paused, debating whether his story was already sounding too far-fetched for them. He knew he was telling the truth.
"You know how it was said the last regime was making monsters to turn against the populace? They fucking sent one after me. He took my arm and killed some of the travelers I was with, and we fought him off with fire, and then I left, because I didn't want more people to fucking die because I somehow got myself wrapped up in this insane situation where I know too much and I know too many people and I've got too much going on. I went to Kalzasi because where fuck else could I go, and I started working for Lyra. I wasn't there a month when I ran into these two—" He waved his hand towards Brenner and Stefan, "At the Crown Prince's wedding and they brought me back. I didn't really have a choice in the matter. Now I'm here. Now the Grand Marshal's discharged me. Now I'm Undersecretary Albrecht." He breathed a more ragged sigh than he intended, and then looked at Eitan.
"And now I'm sorry, because none of this would've happened if I just stayed."
"It started with a tower. Somewhat near Kalzasi, though I had no real concept of where it was when I left, I took the train to Shemashk and went from there. It called to me. I don't know why, but when I arrived...nothing happened." He scratched his neck and moved his hand to his side where it fiddled with the edge of the desk. "Nothing happened. I didn't talk to anyone. So I got on the train and came home. I never even made it to the city, but as soon as I was in Zaichaeri territory a man from the Order came and offered me the choice that I could die then and there or I could die later." He gripped the desk. "This was Ash...63rd, I think.
"I chose to die later. You know, take my chances instead of a caster shell to the head on a train. They gave me some vile concoction and three days later I woke up in some black site, some laboratory led by a Dr. Constantine. It was a nice room for what they did, honestly. I was there for 22 days. I counted. He told me that I was too close to the Angevin family and that they had been formulating a way to create betrayal and how happy he was that I did it myself. But I didn't— I didn't mean to betray anyone, I knew I shouldn't have left but I didn't think it would— never mind. It doesn't matter." He reached his hand up to the buttons on his shirt and started playing with them. Florian's face felt burning hot and his anxiety seemed to grow from nervousness to fear as he wiped burgeoning tears from his eyes. "He cut me open. Over and over and over. He wanted to know why I am the way I am. He said I was special because magic doesn't affect me the same way it affects everyone else. I'm resistant, past just Lysanrin aether siphoning bullshit.
"They did everything they could to keep me alive until they wanted to take me apart entirely. And that's when we escaped. I wasn't the only experiment, but... we escaped. 22 days, so just before Ash ended, I think. And then I was in the wilderness alone." He laughed. "And then I found a group of travelers for a few more days. They fed me and gave me warm clothes." He paused, debating whether his story was already sounding too far-fetched for them. He knew he was telling the truth.
"You know how it was said the last regime was making monsters to turn against the populace? They fucking sent one after me. He took my arm and killed some of the travelers I was with, and we fought him off with fire, and then I left, because I didn't want more people to fucking die because I somehow got myself wrapped up in this insane situation where I know too much and I know too many people and I've got too much going on. I went to Kalzasi because where fuck else could I go, and I started working for Lyra. I wasn't there a month when I ran into these two—" He waved his hand towards Brenner and Stefan, "At the Crown Prince's wedding and they brought me back. I didn't really have a choice in the matter. Now I'm here. Now the Grand Marshal's discharged me. Now I'm Undersecretary Albrecht." He breathed a more ragged sigh than he intended, and then looked at Eitan.
"And now I'm sorry, because none of this would've happened if I just stayed."