Audience, Redux [Florian]

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Anton
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"That's reassuring," Anton said blandly. Kelgarde wasn't planning to make a martyr out of Florian then. At least not any time soon, or if so without Brenner's knowledge. He didn't bother sharing his thoughts, figuring that these were things that the Lysanrin almost certainly already knew and simply did not convey. And if he was wrong, well, it wasn't as if the lordling's word was particularly valued by the Undersecretary anyway.

"Yes, polarizing. We both well know enough that that there are many in the city who believe that there is a place for every man, and that you are not in yours. Trade offs. I suppose the only thing I can do is hope she is correct," he said, leaving the statement open enough for correction if there was indeed something he could do. Volunteering did not seem the best course of action at the moment, for several reasons.

A part of him felt guilty for being so conflicted. If Kelgarde was genuine, then she was going to tear down some of the most regressive power structures in the city and benefit those who had suffered the most under Zaichaer. That should be something that he supported, if for no other reason than he happened to like Florian. But, without knowing the why, the full picture, any change was fraught with peril. Fighting in the streets, conspiracy among officers, pogroms in nonhuman districts were all possible outcomes of blowback - to say nothing if she succeeded. A Zaichaer that had shed one of its sins would be more powerful, and more adept at persecuting its other undesirables. But was that even what the Grand Marshal wanted?

Or was this all simply borne from a desire to make the Kalzasern legions look less appealing to the toiling masses who suffered under human domination? Florian would be a symbol, but a symbol of what? Resilience? Continued loyalty to a State that had only ever used and despised him? And he was still being used, that much was clear, and Anton did not trust anyone who donned the title Grand Marshal to have good - or even neutral - intentions.

But this was not the time for such musings, and he doubted he would be welcome to share them. Besides, there was still business to attend to. "In light of all of this, are there any policy changes that we should be aware of?" He emphasized the we with a gesture at the mansion around them, referring to the tangle morass of land and stock holdings that the Michaelis dynasty had accrued in order to maintain power after their titles became worthless anachronisms. "I will do what I can to ensure that they are followed." There were two layers to that promise, the simplest one being that Anton simply assumed he would agree with most any changes the Undersecretary decreed anyway, while on a more politically minded level neither he nor his family were keen on being seen as opposed to the new administration.

It was well known that the Michaelis were among the last gasps of the city's old guard, and probably the only thing that had saved them from the purges following the coup was the fact that the family patriarch personally loathed Kane. Anton's father had always raged about what a bloviating fool he was, more concerned with marching in parades instead of winning battles. Many who had been in the same social circles by virtue of their pedigree did not share such distaste, and they had not been seen or heard in over a week. This close to oblivion, it was best to be ignored by remaining quiet and diligent.
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Florian
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Florian briefly wondered what Anton thought of him, of all of this, the situation he was in. Anton had no way of knowing what he had gone through. His running away, his survival. The meeting with Killian and the travel — by foot — to Kalzasi, only to be whisked away again in less than a month to a city that hurt and hunted him. He was not go ing to tell Anton that his current status was almost a compromise for his survival, a place in a world that hated him from the very beginning. He had walked into the Presidium under house arrest and walked out as Undersecretary. He knew how it looked, how he felt about it when he let himself really think, but it was as the time when the man had offered him death now, and death later. There was always a chance.

But Anton didn't know any of this, and Florian wasn't prepared to share.

"Policy changes for you aren't what I'm focused on right now." Florian leaned back a bit in his chair and tugged at the sleeve of his shirt, tied over his arm. Another thing sacrificed for survival. "Anything you need to be aware of I'm sure you'll learn as soon as you learned I was Undersecretary. But I have no new for you." Personally, though he had his own grievances against Anton Michaelis, they were far too petty for him to even imagine the family being disappeared into the night and their estate seized. He had no reason to withhold anything or wish misfortune upon him. It was not his fault he was born with a silver spoon in his mouth, just as it was not Florian's fault he was not.

"I don't hate you, Anton." He didn't even know if Anton thought he disliked him, but his behavior in all of their meetings had been less than cordial. Florian took another strawberry and bit off half of it. "A difference of our upbringings means you do not understand my problems, and I don't understand yours." He shrugged, but he knew the movement was lost on his host. "But I'm curious, because your life seems to be an endless deluge of making sure the right people are happy with you. Does that make you happy?"
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"If anyone else had asked me that, I would've been quote annoyed with them at very least. But for some reason, I'm not. I never seem to with you, and it appears that I am not alone in that. It's a fair question for you to ask, I don't think I have ever seen you try to make the right people happy with you. Quite the opposite actually, and that works for you. No, it does not make me happy. It is a life spent treading water, of maintenance and of service and it is-"

Anton cut himself off as he noticed his voice beginning to rise. The simple question from Florian had broken what propriety he had been attempting to project, the calm visage shattering as his listless eyes suddenly shone with indignation. Loosening his jaw, which he had not even noticed he had clenched, he continued in a slower and softer voice. "It is the mark of a man who will die in a grand hall filled with dust, unmourned and unremembered save for those who wished he had died sooner. That is the life that was chosen for me. That of a caretaker, who would make no waves and be overtaken by history. Of course it doesn't make me happy."

For once, he was not self conscious of the fact that he had gone on a rant. He had spoken what he had felt, and stopped even trying to play the game of presentation and performance. "I was not expecting that. Thank you, it was... enlightening. You are a very singular man," he added in a softer voice, his gaze more or less locked with the Lysanrin's own. "It's funny, I know I annoy you. I try not to, but now I think I was doing it all backwards. I must seem ridiculous to you, I am ridiculous."
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Florian
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Florian leaned forward in his chair as Anton's placid demeanor turned incindiary. "The life that was chosen for me was to lie dead in a rain-ditch; and perhaps it will be my fate to find myself there. But that is not the life I have received. I've been extraordinarily lucky and unlucky in equal measure, but everything I have come into has been because of my actions. There is only one man who can determine where you will go and what you will accomplish." He leaned forward enough that he was no longer sitting in his chair and tapped Anton in the chest. "You."

He sat back down. "You are not a floundering fish, Anton. That you have not decided to make yourself happy seems almost out of character. You are ridiculous, but that is the life that you were born into." He surprised even himself with what he was saying, but he didn't lie for a second of it. "I cannot expect everyone to like me, and I have never intended it. It's rare I've tried to change someone's opinion of me. And yet..." He gestured his hand vaguely around them. The implications did not need to be said. He looked at Anton,

"The most powerful you will be is when you learn how to disagree." Brenner himself had said he appreciated Florian's opinionated nature. He was stubborn. He had found himself unlikeable for the very behaviors that seemed to endear him to people in the end. Florian sat up in his chair where he had found himself leaning back again. "Is there anything else you wanted to ask me?"
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For once, Anton was silent. Frankly, he hated talking. Filling the air with noise was a tactic, one that had been drilled into him by rhetoricians and tutors, but it always galled him. He quite liked being silent except when he had something meaningful to say, thank you very much, and the implicit permission Florian gave him to do as he wanted instead of how he had been told was liberating.

He sat without saying a single word for a long time, staring blankly at Florian as he took in the strange sensation. A soft laugh escaped his chest as he stood from his chair. Words were pointless at this point, at least half of his had always been pointless, but there was no need to bother telling the Lysanrin about the mental precipice he had been pushed over. He already knew.

The watchword of Anton's life had always been agreeability, the fact that Florian so clearly found him disagreeable ate at him in a way that he could never quite explain to himself. But there it was, writ plainly, so much so that even with his years of blinding indoctrination he was able to see the sense of it. The notion of disagreeing had simply never occurred to him before. The sensation was akin to the night and day clarity of going to bed with a headache and waking up without one.

There was, however, one question that did eat at him even as he considered the possibilities of simply not caring. A vestige of propriety that demanded service receive reward, and the mental shackles that Florian had undone were certainly great enough to deserve a mighty reward.

"How can I thank you?"

The urge to pepper the sentence with prepositions and clauses was still present, the learned behavior requiring more than a single maxim from Florian to defeat. Still, it was repressed, qualifiers and conditions both thrown to the wayside.
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Florian
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Anton's reply was a curious one. Florian did not quite understand it, and he ruminated in silence for an increasingly long time. And then, in one, swift motion, Florian stood up, pushed his chair back with his legs, and took himself another slice of cheese. He ate it, still standing, as if an excuse to extend the silence. There was a little flurry of motion and then Florian's face was close to Anton's ear, but not close enough that any bit of him was touching the other.

"We'll see."

And then he pulled away, and his steps echoed through the room as he dismissed himself and walked towards the door. Catching a favor from Anton could only benefit him. He didn't think Anton intended such a thing, but Florian was certainly going to remember that he was offered something, and he turned it into a blank check. It was only a matter of time before he needed to cash it in. And with how things went for him, there was no telling what he would need his favor for.
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For once, Anton had surprised Florian instead of the other way around, but his enjoyment of that feat was short-lived. Almost as soon as he was put on the back foot however, the Lysanrin parried and returned things to their natural order, leaving the poor young lord entirely at a loss for words.

The heat of Florian's breath washed over Anton's ear as he spoke those two words, and they struck him with more force than a bullet from a gun. Frozen in shock for several moments, he only recovered his wits after the sound of the Undersecretary's footsteps changed their report, from the marble of the room to the granite of the hallway beyond. Ordinarily he would've sat silently and accepted the clear dismissal, accepting that their conversation was over. But in its own way, that would be a disservice to the man.

"Florian," Anton called out as soon as he found his voice anew. It wasn't a desire to have the last word that moved him, but instead a simple want that he would have denied himself only an hour before this. "I hope next time we can speak of nicer things." It was undeniably awkward, to the point of being lame, but the typical rush of embarrassment that would have typically followed such a failure of eloquence did not occur.

He wasn't quite sure why he said it, but he didn't feel anything in the way of regret for it.
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