Ash 27, 122
Norani was already awake, before the sun had yet to rise. She left Yeva upon the makeshift nest of palm fronds, sleeping deeply beneath their cloaks that had served as thin blankets for the last two nights. Norani had managed the simple shelter when they arrived, but she knew they would need something more stable, more permanent, more protected. It was dangerous here, Norani was convinced. Nothing bad had happened yet, it had actually been fairly pleasant here, but Norani was wound as tight as a drawn longbow.
Norani was still trying to figure out the best way to protect Yeva as they worked to somehow figure out how to solve this supposed curse upon the Duck and her crew. She was trudging up the rocky sands of the eastern wing of the cliffs enveloping the bay. She needed to better understand her bearings, to figure out where she was, to get a chance to breathe. As her feet stomped harder into the rocks as she ascended the slope, her heart beating faster and faster, the buzzing of the insects and calls of the birds and beasts disappearing into a muffled, distant whine. Tears filled her eyes, her throat was closing and as she reached the peak, overlooking the ocean that brought them here, she fell to her knees as the panic attack took over.
How could she possibly protect Yeva? She couldn't even protect herself from her family. How could she make them safe? She was barely a soldier and hadn't finished enough of her training to know what to do. How could she be there for her best friend if she couldn't tell her how she felt? She was lying to Yeva, through omission, just as her family had done to her. And she was lying to herself for thinking she could ever even do this.
She didn't know how long she had been kneeling there when the pressure on her chest finally released, when the tears stopped flowing. She rested her haunches on her heels, and she opened her eyes, just in time to see the sun just begin to peek out from across the ocean. She looked out at the rising sun, remembering something she'd heard as a young girl. She had been told that the sun was fire, as were all the stars in the sky. This was known to Orkhan culture, and had been known for as long as they had known fire. Each star in the sky was a campfire that an Ork could find warmth and comfort and safety around. And the sun was the fire all Orkhan could find that feeling of protection.
Norani raised a hand before her, appearing to hold the sun in her palm, and she sought out memories of that warmth, of that comfort, of that safety, memories not tainted by her family's betrayal. Memories of Yeva holding her when she was the last to come in at night in Drathera, feeling out of place in a city of her peers; the memory of her and Yeva bathing in the sunlight at Nora; how safe she felt when Yeva cared for her the night her arm was broken in the storm. And pulling all of those emotions that Yeva had helped her to feel, she put a piece of herself into them, the piece she hadn't yet been able to give to Yeva. And that triggered an ignition, and a fireball formed in Norani's palm, obscuring the rising sun behind it to her.
Norani had never known how to call to fire before. She'd never even had an inclination to really even try. But now, now she knew. She had been missing something, forgetting something, hiding something. She poured that feeling into her little fireball, and she Sculpted that fire into a perfect replica of the lotus flower upon her skin. And as the sun peaked out over the lotus, she smiled, finding the warmth and safety and comfort that she needed. She dismissed the fire and sighed.
Time to get to work.
She stood up, turning to look out over their little ragtag, impromptu village, casting a long shadow over the beach. She would need to secure the treeline, get to know the elements here, and reach out with her Animus rune. She would need to adapt to here, to be more like this place, and embrace the blessing that it was, for her. This was her trial. And she would overcome it.
Then she felt a sharp pinch in her foot and looked down to see an ant with some crystals upon itself as large as one of her fingers pinching into her skin. She snarled and raised her foot to grasp the little critter. Once she had, she began to squeeze but the exoskeleton didn't even budge, not the tiniest bit of a dent, as hard as a rock. And it refused to let go. Then she felt another pinch in her other foot, and looked down, seeing several more of these ants. She tugged at the one in her hand and ripped it, and a chunk of skin off of herself, eliciting a pained hiss. Panicked eyes showed that this entire cliff point was roiling in movement. These ants were everywhere and they were swarming, for her.