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Talon had fought with Rickter.
He had told him that he would be headed into the Warrens to help save Lyra and Naila’s lives. Rickter had insisted on going. Talon had been adamant that he should stay behind and recover so soon after their ordeal in Zaichaer. The last thing that Talon wanted to see was his beloved wolf in mortal peril again. Rickter had not taken his assertions well. The logical side of Talon said that Rickter knew what he had signed up for when he had taken of the mantle of bodyguard. His wolf was not an untrained knave that had just wandered in off of the street. He was a proud and disciplined warrior. But Talon was not thinking with logic. He was moved with an overwhelming urge to keep his bondmate safe after nearly losing him to the callous and bitter trials of Zaichaer. His heart still ached as he re-lived seeing Rickter stumble out of that warehouse, broken and bloody.
“Are you sure you want to do this, Talon?” He looked at his beloved raven. The dark wings of the Kathar warrior who had been by his side for so long. Aoren’s infernal eyes were burning softly but the fires in them snapped and popped in anxiety. Talon felt another pang in his chest. He hated that he was causing such distress in both of his partners but the decision had been made already. Talon would not go back on the challenge he had issued.
“No. No I am not. I would rather this not be taking place at all. I will not, however, go back on my word.” Aoren sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose in weariness. Again, Talon berated himself for placing the man in his current position.
“You know what Rickter’s strengths are. You know that he is as great an asset as the finest of Kalzasi’s warriors. Is this really necessary?”
“Aoren.” Talon’s voice held the note of a warning. This was not a conversation he really wanted to have at the moment. His bondmate ignored that warning and pressed forward.
“Don’t take that tone with me. Rickter has proven himself. Yes, what we went through was awful. It filled me with rage--” Talon interrupted his lover.
“Dammit, Aoren! Twice now in the past year, I have seen the men I love most in my life nearly get killed.” Aoren met his gaze steadily.
“I watched you die, Talon.” Talon flinched. “I heard you scream. I saw…” Aoren shook his head. “I will never forget what I heard and saw, Talon. Never. All because of my refusal to question you.”
Talon’s wings lowered. He cast his eyes to the ground, his jaw clenching and unclenching as he re-lived that awful moment. After a moment, he looked back up. He did not know what to say in the face of that.
“Is it so wrong to want to keep you both safe?” Talon felt small. Despite the immense power at his disposal, it never seemed to be enough. Aoren smiled. The smile was soft and filled with love. He stepped forward, bringing his hands up to thread his fingers into Talon’s hair. The fledgling demigod rest their foreheads together. Aoren pressed a kiss to his brow, massaging small circles in his neck.
“Of course not, love. Which is why, I shall allow this bout to go forward. I think it will mend a rift not just in your heart but in Rickter’s as well. I think you both need to be reassured of your limits and your strengths. You cannot be a shield upon which all the worlds troubles break. That is beyond even you, Arcas.” Talon felt him then. He felt Rickter near. Looking up, he cast his silver eyed gaze across the sands of the Proving Grounds to behold the wolf Rathari in all of his glory. Talon wore mundane armor, having made it clear that the use of the Skyforged Raiment was not allowed. The two of them would be sparring using powers and skills inherent only to themselves. He let out a breath. Aoren squeezed his shoulder then walked across the dirt to meet Rickter.
Talon waited for the two of them to share their soft greeting. It warmed him to see his bondmates so close. When Aoren stepped away, Talon stood waiting for Rickter. A rush of emotions filled him as he regarded his beloved wolf. There was no denying that Rickter was a fiercely capable warrior. He had proven that time and time again but there was a fear in him that...that maybe he would not be able to be that which Aoren had pointed out. Talon recognized in himself the desire to shield his people, his loved ones, and indeed the very Order of Dawnmartyrs that were slowly becoming aware of him more and more. Could he protect them all? Was it not his duty as Prince? Was it not his sacred charge as Demigod of Justice?
“Rickter.” Talon’s voice was thick with all of the emotions roiling through him. “Hold nothing back, my wolf.”
10 Searing 121
Talon finished tugging on his gauntlet. The light of the sun reflected down upon the open sands of the Proving Grounds. At his hip hung his sword. The magic of Reaving granting him the grace of never being without its familiar weight whenever he needed it. His wings were spread wider, more relaxed as he stood there. The field had been cleared of all other trainers and sparring partners. The benches of the great coliseum of Kalzasi’s tournaments were interspersed with people who had heard about the fight that was about to take place. Talon resisted the urge to flinch as he thought on that word.
Talon had fought with Rickter.
He had told him that he would be headed into the Warrens to help save Lyra and Naila’s lives. Rickter had insisted on going. Talon had been adamant that he should stay behind and recover so soon after their ordeal in Zaichaer. The last thing that Talon wanted to see was his beloved wolf in mortal peril again. Rickter had not taken his assertions well. The logical side of Talon said that Rickter knew what he had signed up for when he had taken of the mantle of bodyguard. His wolf was not an untrained knave that had just wandered in off of the street. He was a proud and disciplined warrior. But Talon was not thinking with logic. He was moved with an overwhelming urge to keep his bondmate safe after nearly losing him to the callous and bitter trials of Zaichaer. His heart still ached as he re-lived seeing Rickter stumble out of that warehouse, broken and bloody.
“Are you sure you want to do this, Talon?” He looked at his beloved raven. The dark wings of the Kathar warrior who had been by his side for so long. Aoren’s infernal eyes were burning softly but the fires in them snapped and popped in anxiety. Talon felt another pang in his chest. He hated that he was causing such distress in both of his partners but the decision had been made already. Talon would not go back on the challenge he had issued.
“No. No I am not. I would rather this not be taking place at all. I will not, however, go back on my word.” Aoren sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose in weariness. Again, Talon berated himself for placing the man in his current position.
“You know what Rickter’s strengths are. You know that he is as great an asset as the finest of Kalzasi’s warriors. Is this really necessary?”
“Aoren.” Talon’s voice held the note of a warning. This was not a conversation he really wanted to have at the moment. His bondmate ignored that warning and pressed forward.
“Don’t take that tone with me. Rickter has proven himself. Yes, what we went through was awful. It filled me with rage--” Talon interrupted his lover.
“Dammit, Aoren! Twice now in the past year, I have seen the men I love most in my life nearly get killed.” Aoren met his gaze steadily.
“I watched you die, Talon.” Talon flinched. “I heard you scream. I saw…” Aoren shook his head. “I will never forget what I heard and saw, Talon. Never. All because of my refusal to question you.”
Talon’s wings lowered. He cast his eyes to the ground, his jaw clenching and unclenching as he re-lived that awful moment. After a moment, he looked back up. He did not know what to say in the face of that.
“Is it so wrong to want to keep you both safe?” Talon felt small. Despite the immense power at his disposal, it never seemed to be enough. Aoren smiled. The smile was soft and filled with love. He stepped forward, bringing his hands up to thread his fingers into Talon’s hair. The fledgling demigod rest their foreheads together. Aoren pressed a kiss to his brow, massaging small circles in his neck.
“Of course not, love. Which is why, I shall allow this bout to go forward. I think it will mend a rift not just in your heart but in Rickter’s as well. I think you both need to be reassured of your limits and your strengths. You cannot be a shield upon which all the worlds troubles break. That is beyond even you, Arcas.” Talon felt him then. He felt Rickter near. Looking up, he cast his silver eyed gaze across the sands of the Proving Grounds to behold the wolf Rathari in all of his glory. Talon wore mundane armor, having made it clear that the use of the Skyforged Raiment was not allowed. The two of them would be sparring using powers and skills inherent only to themselves. He let out a breath. Aoren squeezed his shoulder then walked across the dirt to meet Rickter.
Talon waited for the two of them to share their soft greeting. It warmed him to see his bondmates so close. When Aoren stepped away, Talon stood waiting for Rickter. A rush of emotions filled him as he regarded his beloved wolf. There was no denying that Rickter was a fiercely capable warrior. He had proven that time and time again but there was a fear in him that...that maybe he would not be able to be that which Aoren had pointed out. Talon recognized in himself the desire to shield his people, his loved ones, and indeed the very Order of Dawnmartyrs that were slowly becoming aware of him more and more. Could he protect them all? Was it not his duty as Prince? Was it not his sacred charge as Demigod of Justice?
“Rickter.” Talon’s voice was thick with all of the emotions roiling through him. “Hold nothing back, my wolf.”
"I am Justice."