Falcon's Jess [Eitan]
Posted: Tue Aug 03, 2021 4:37 pm
72nd SEARING, 121 AOS
He was leashed, like a bird to its trainer. A tool. An extension of the one who held the other end.
Florian Albrecht joined the military, and he was immediately leashed to a Warden. A man who had drunkenly regarded him as a friend, but he was also his superior, and one who he could be assured would not hesitate to kill him if he stepped out of line. It was a theoretical leash, a metaphor, but he could feel its effects. Most of them were beneficial. His crewmates were noticeably less wary when the XO was around, and he was thankful. He had been trying his very best not to make a fool of himself in public , and especially not to betray the growing trust between him and Angevin. Between him and his friend. Between him and his superior, thought the Ashborne. Trust was important, because if someone as seemingly popular and candid with his crew as Eitan could trust him, then perhaps others could, too.
He stretched, the morning light filtering in through his window. He did not want to do anything to break this trust, he reassured himself. But stillness bothered him. It was too peaceful for him now. Minor bruises and harsh words slipped off him like the water off of a duck's back. Florian was a troublemaker at heart, and the strict behaviors that were required of him in the military - and to maintain the working relationship with Eitan - were stressful. But he did not want to cause trouble. Was it so difficult for one to be content with their circumstances, to leave this as they grew? Did he have to stir the pot and uproot the plants?
A burning part of him implored that he do. That perhaps his good behavior would simply come to bite him in the ass, and that he should show what he was really made of for once. But he felt the power of the ward that Commander Angevin had made, and if anything, he would be able to put him down. Easily. Without hesitation, even. The man did not separate himself from the State, and they'd not known each other for even a season. The night two days before notwithstanding, and as embarrassing as it had been for Florian to wake up and realize he remembered near everything, a friendship was not something to be so publicly displayed. But it was still something that was important, if not necessary for them to work together like this.
Florian washed his face, dressed, attempted to tame his hair just a bit, and ate some bread leftover from the day before for his breakfast. If he was anything, he was anxious, and his appetite was near nothing, but he had to eat something if he wanted to be effective. All too soon he realized he had to leave. He preferred to walk, and he could walk quite a far distance, but it was a far walk to where Eitan had wanted them to meet. He opted for the train, and past the simple ticketing transaction and odd looks he had received, it was a painless trip.
Florian Albrecht joined the military, and he was immediately leashed to a Warden. A man who had drunkenly regarded him as a friend, but he was also his superior, and one who he could be assured would not hesitate to kill him if he stepped out of line. It was a theoretical leash, a metaphor, but he could feel its effects. Most of them were beneficial. His crewmates were noticeably less wary when the XO was around, and he was thankful. He had been trying his very best not to make a fool of himself in public , and especially not to betray the growing trust between him and Angevin. Between him and his friend. Between him and his superior, thought the Ashborne. Trust was important, because if someone as seemingly popular and candid with his crew as Eitan could trust him, then perhaps others could, too.
He stretched, the morning light filtering in through his window. He did not want to do anything to break this trust, he reassured himself. But stillness bothered him. It was too peaceful for him now. Minor bruises and harsh words slipped off him like the water off of a duck's back. Florian was a troublemaker at heart, and the strict behaviors that were required of him in the military - and to maintain the working relationship with Eitan - were stressful. But he did not want to cause trouble. Was it so difficult for one to be content with their circumstances, to leave this as they grew? Did he have to stir the pot and uproot the plants?
A burning part of him implored that he do. That perhaps his good behavior would simply come to bite him in the ass, and that he should show what he was really made of for once. But he felt the power of the ward that Commander Angevin had made, and if anything, he would be able to put him down. Easily. Without hesitation, even. The man did not separate himself from the State, and they'd not known each other for even a season. The night two days before notwithstanding, and as embarrassing as it had been for Florian to wake up and realize he remembered near everything, a friendship was not something to be so publicly displayed. But it was still something that was important, if not necessary for them to work together like this.
Florian washed his face, dressed, attempted to tame his hair just a bit, and ate some bread leftover from the day before for his breakfast. If he was anything, he was anxious, and his appetite was near nothing, but he had to eat something if he wanted to be effective. All too soon he realized he had to leave. He preferred to walk, and he could walk quite a far distance, but it was a far walk to where Eitan had wanted them to meet. He opted for the train, and past the simple ticketing transaction and odd looks he had received, it was a painless trip.