gentle whispers
Posted: Thu Dec 16, 2021 9:41 pm
T A L O N
75 Frost 121
Talon stood outside the doors to one of the apartments within the palace. He was casually dressed and preparing himself to set out and answer the challenge that had been issued to him. Although the devastating avalanche had happened only a day ago, it still felt as though too much had happened and not enough. The authorities of the city were scrambling to sort out the full extent of the catastrophe. It would be a long time before they were able to fully recover from it but they would push forward. Kalzasi had weathered many storms. It would weather this one as well. Reaching up, Talon knocked gently on the doors. He waited a few moments before they opened. Standing there was the gentle healer who brought his beloved wolf so much love and joy. He smiled at Telion as she peered up at him with somewhat sleepy eyes.
“Forgive me for disturbing you. I…” He searched for the right words. In the end, he did not have to find them. Telion’s expression softened.
“He is still sleeping, Your Highness.” She opened the door further and ushered Talon inside. He stepped across the threshold and looked around with a quiet fondness. The space had been made to thoroughly match the life that Rickter was building for himself.
“I would like to speak with you, for a moment. If I am able?” The question made Telion blink for a moment before she closed the door and wrapped her gown more snugly around herself. Talon’s wings rustled as he sorted through his emotions.
“Thank you.” He managed.
“For what?” A gentle albeit confused smile touched Telion’s lips.
“You give Rickter what I cannot, Telion.” He let out a breath, elaborating on his statement. “I am Prince of Kalzasi. Rickter is my bodyguard. More than that, he is my Sorumeito. With me, he pushes himself to be a warrior. He strives to be a guardian who lives to embody the very idea of a protector for those around him. He toils endlessly to be the dutiful soldier, lover and friend.”
With every word, Talon’s expression grew softer as he thought on the man that Rickter had become since he had first met him. He pressed on.
“With you? With you, Rickter can be himself. Not the ideal that he constantly strives to race toward. You give him a freedom that I never could. You gave him a family that I cannot. You allow him to be just a man.” Talon’s brow furrowed in concentration. “Something I think is perhaps one of the most important things that he can be.”
Talon settled his gaze upon Telion. The insightful woman looked steadily at him.
“You really do love him, don’t you?” A welling of emotion built up in Talon’s chest.
“So much that it scares me. I was ready to go to war for Rickter. I still would. Without hesitation. Without remorse. But…” Talon shook his head. “He does not need to be burdened with the depth of my affection. I could spend every minute of the day with him and it still would not be enough. And I fear that my subconscious desire for him is affecting him.”
At her confused look, Talon explained.
“The Bond. Do you wonder why I have not deepened it with him as I have Aoren? When I first met Rickter, he was lost. I have used the Bond to help ground him. Aoren and I both have used it to help give him confidence in not just himself but in the happiness that he can have in the safety of a loving relationship. However, I cannot help but wonder if in bonding with him when he was so vulnerable that I robbed him of the chance to find his own way. The Bond is a gift but there are nuances to it that even we Avialae do not fully understand.” He let his words settle between the two of them. Telion was silent for a few moments as she studied him.
“You want him to decide on his own.” Talon nodded. She understood. He had no doubt that she would. Rickter surrounded himself with people of an earthly wisdom and insight. It was no less than his wolf deserved. The soft smile that Telion gave him made some of his nerves calm.
“Go see him.” He bowed to her and moved to where Rickter was resting. When Talon set his eyes upon the Rathari, he could not help the swell of warmth that spread through him. He let it trickle across the Bond. He wrapped his bondmate in that warmth, coming to kneel beside him. Talon gently threaded his fingers through Rickter’s hair, a fond smile playing across his features as he regarded the warrior sprawled out before him.
“Sorumeito.” He whispered gently, leaning down to press a kiss to the man’s brow.
Talon stood outside the doors to one of the apartments within the palace. He was casually dressed and preparing himself to set out and answer the challenge that had been issued to him. Although the devastating avalanche had happened only a day ago, it still felt as though too much had happened and not enough. The authorities of the city were scrambling to sort out the full extent of the catastrophe. It would be a long time before they were able to fully recover from it but they would push forward. Kalzasi had weathered many storms. It would weather this one as well. Reaching up, Talon knocked gently on the doors. He waited a few moments before they opened. Standing there was the gentle healer who brought his beloved wolf so much love and joy. He smiled at Telion as she peered up at him with somewhat sleepy eyes.
“Forgive me for disturbing you. I…” He searched for the right words. In the end, he did not have to find them. Telion’s expression softened.
“He is still sleeping, Your Highness.” She opened the door further and ushered Talon inside. He stepped across the threshold and looked around with a quiet fondness. The space had been made to thoroughly match the life that Rickter was building for himself.
“I would like to speak with you, for a moment. If I am able?” The question made Telion blink for a moment before she closed the door and wrapped her gown more snugly around herself. Talon’s wings rustled as he sorted through his emotions.
“Thank you.” He managed.
“For what?” A gentle albeit confused smile touched Telion’s lips.
“You give Rickter what I cannot, Telion.” He let out a breath, elaborating on his statement. “I am Prince of Kalzasi. Rickter is my bodyguard. More than that, he is my Sorumeito. With me, he pushes himself to be a warrior. He strives to be a guardian who lives to embody the very idea of a protector for those around him. He toils endlessly to be the dutiful soldier, lover and friend.”
With every word, Talon’s expression grew softer as he thought on the man that Rickter had become since he had first met him. He pressed on.
“With you? With you, Rickter can be himself. Not the ideal that he constantly strives to race toward. You give him a freedom that I never could. You gave him a family that I cannot. You allow him to be just a man.” Talon’s brow furrowed in concentration. “Something I think is perhaps one of the most important things that he can be.”
Talon settled his gaze upon Telion. The insightful woman looked steadily at him.
“You really do love him, don’t you?” A welling of emotion built up in Talon’s chest.
“So much that it scares me. I was ready to go to war for Rickter. I still would. Without hesitation. Without remorse. But…” Talon shook his head. “He does not need to be burdened with the depth of my affection. I could spend every minute of the day with him and it still would not be enough. And I fear that my subconscious desire for him is affecting him.”
At her confused look, Talon explained.
“The Bond. Do you wonder why I have not deepened it with him as I have Aoren? When I first met Rickter, he was lost. I have used the Bond to help ground him. Aoren and I both have used it to help give him confidence in not just himself but in the happiness that he can have in the safety of a loving relationship. However, I cannot help but wonder if in bonding with him when he was so vulnerable that I robbed him of the chance to find his own way. The Bond is a gift but there are nuances to it that even we Avialae do not fully understand.” He let his words settle between the two of them. Telion was silent for a few moments as she studied him.
“You want him to decide on his own.” Talon nodded. She understood. He had no doubt that she would. Rickter surrounded himself with people of an earthly wisdom and insight. It was no less than his wolf deserved. The soft smile that Telion gave him made some of his nerves calm.
“Go see him.” He bowed to her and moved to where Rickter was resting. When Talon set his eyes upon the Rathari, he could not help the swell of warmth that spread through him. He let it trickle across the Bond. He wrapped his bondmate in that warmth, coming to kneel beside him. Talon gently threaded his fingers through Rickter’s hair, a fond smile playing across his features as he regarded the warrior sprawled out before him.
“Sorumeito.” He whispered gently, leaning down to press a kiss to the man’s brow.