Ain’t No Sunshine When She’s Gone (Paragon)
Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2023 4:50 am
Frost 45, 122
Norani, Ruvaf, and Daiknuvo were all sitting upon the high ridge, the arm of the horseshoe shape of the bay, staring out over the ocean that was rough and choppy today. The true darkness was making its way across the waters, and Norani pulled her knees in closer to her chest as a slight chill in the winds came before it. It had been seventy-one days since Yeva had disappeared from the world. Norani had sought help from the others in their little ragtag expedition, trying to find any trace of her best friend.
But none had been able to find out where she had gone to after she had stood up from her favourite seat.
Had she left by choice? Norani didn’t want to think that was the case, because that would mean that Yeva chose to not say goodbye, that she didn’t want Norani to join her. That didn’t feel like something Yeva would do. She hoped.
But maybe something had changed. Maybe Norani had been too open, too forward with how she felt about Yeva. She knew Yeva was particularly private, often preferring her foreign style of seclusion and isolation, and Norani had thought she had been giving her the space she desired. But maybe it wasn’t enough. Maybe Yeva felt stifled around Norani and had to leave.
Just like how Norani had felt with her village.
Tears fell upon Norani’s knees. Still, Yeva leaving like that would be the far more preferable and more likely option that she had been taken away by some creature, some monster. There were so many creatures of fascinating and wonderful abilities here that one could certainly have snatched Yeva from the sands without leaving a trace or trail. And if it had done that, then…
Norani didn’t want to think about that while she was awake, the nightmares that came every night of Yeva being devoured by creatures haunted her enough while she slept. Yes, it was far more preferable that Yeva had simply tired of her and left, somehow. Several members of the expedition had methods of leaving and returning, after all. So maybe Yeva had one as well.
Norani hoped Yeva was alive and well, wherever she might be.
She missed her friend, and her body was sore from pushing through the jungles at a vigorous pace trying to find any single red hair, to find a footprint, to find anything of Yeva. But there was nothing.
And Norani had nothing else left, so every day was spent on what was seeming to be a fruitless endeavour. And she was alone. She looked over her shoulder, as Ruvaf closed his wings more around her, a stiffer breeze waving through. She could see the flames of the unnamed village that was formed along the beach, the shadows of the others going about their evening. She didn’t have to be alone. There were those who would accept her more if she gave them the chance.
But she wouldn’t.
She was beginning to think she was cursed. She was a totem of lightning, and those around her were being struck. Juno was snatched away, Yeva disappeared, her family was in pain back home. There wasn’t anyone in her life that she cared about that wasn’t hurting. It would be better to not create more pain. She cast her eyes back to the seas as the darkness of night, lacking all stars as it always did these days.
Maybe it was better that she was alone. Orkhan, Ecithians, always believed that there was a safety and comfort and love in numbers. But Norani had been the odd one out for so long, that maybe she was always supposed to be. Maybe that was her role in this cosmos. The cursed one. The bringer of pain and misfortune. She sniffled and wiped her eyes, clearing the blur from them.
And then she saw it, out in the east, out over, or maybe past, the water.
A great, shining tree. She tapped Ruvaf and pointed and he squawked curiously, suspiciously. He saw it too. Daik crouched and stared at it intensely, but he did not speak. He never spoke, not once since he joined her in their summoning pact. Norani knew that tree had not always been there. She came up to this spot every night since Yeva had disappeared. This was the spot she had discovered her element of fire, through the love and warmth and friendship she shared with her friend. The same spot that afforded her an excellent view of the beach in case Yeva returned.
There had never been a glowing tree there before.
She didn’t need to make up her mind, she didn’t need to prepare. She always kept her pack and her weapons with her at all times these days. She slept with them so that she could wake and instantly continue her search for Yeva. So that if she heard Yeva’s voice shouting for help, she could come running. And this tree, it was a sign. This unending darkness of the sky happened at the same time Yeva had disappeared.
Maybe Yeva could see this tree too, and would make her way there.
In a moment, Norani was upon Ruvaf’s back as Daiknuvo slipped inside of her shadow as he preferred to do. Two flaps of the wings and they leapt from the cliffs and were flying over the choppy ocean, on a direct course for the tree. They flew high above the waters, for Norani knew there were beasts there that would certainly snatch them from the depths. She urged Ruvaf on at his fastest pace, leaning low against his body so as to greatly reduce the drag.
Yeva would be there. She had to be.
Norani hoped she would be.