Awakening
Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2023 8:32 am
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Yeva stretched like a cat in the sun, a soft groan slipping from the back of her throat as she rolled over. The young woman yawned and rubbed at her eyes, vision adjusting to the details of the thatch ceiling. She had held grand plans of rising early, and had nearly succeeded. But with every attempt to push from her sleeping arrangements, her limbs felt heavier, her eyelids heavier still, and before she knew it, she was sinking back down into the abyss, as if pulled by an unknown string, and swept into a cluster of soon forgotten dreams.
She awoke again, much later, with a headache. Too much sleep. The woman winced, clutching her head. She could still see shadows dancing on the back of her eyelids, and she stumbled to her feet, staring at the room around her with a look of mild confusion. She knew where she was, and yet there was a sluggishness to her movements, as if having to slowly be reminded. She felt… off.
Thirsty?
Yeva licked her lips, mouth both sour and dry and soon found her water skin, half full, and drank heavily until she was breathless. She reached for her toiletry bag next, digging around for the tooth powder and brush, half wondering what she would do if she ran out while on the expedition - which felt likely, right? - proceeded to brush her teeth, but even after she rinsed, her mouth felt gritty. It was unlike her to be so drained. Usually, slumber slipped away like a cloak, and these actions felt comforting. Now, they felt rather mundane. Out of habit and necessity, Yeva continued anyway, finding a place to relieve herself, then to a little creek her and Norani had found, where she could undress and wash herself.
In the distance, she could still hear the sound of the beach, very faint voices calling out and talking to one another. A small civilization. There was the scent of a campfire still lingering on the wind. Behind was the great expanse of the unknown jungle, hidden by twisting limbs and vines, and from it, the strange calls of birds and monsters, calling out to her curiosity like a siren's song.
She never went alone.
It had certainly appealed to her, and more than once she had toed the line of the explored area and unknown danger, lingering on the precipice of an unseen wall. Here, at the waterway, she sat nude upon a smooth rock, hot from the rays of sun breaking through the branches as skin dried, and took the moment to listen, basking in the light, in the warmth. Sunlight illuminated her hair, turning the outer curls resplendent, like a crown of twisting gold.
Her headache still remained, and if anything, felt more oppressive. A pressure swelling in her skull, making room. She winced chest softly rising and falling as she tilted her head back and her vision filled with orange behind closed lids, meditating on the sensations around her. A soft breeze rustled the peaceful day, cooling her and sending goosebumps along her skin. She shivered, but kept her eyes closed, the waves of the ocean faint but still present. The water at her feet bubbled over pebbles, and moss. Orange replaced itself with inky purple; the warmth ceased and began to fade. Clouds in the sky, she acknowledged silently, imagining herself rooted to the earth, feeling the connection of self and environment.
And then a new sensation, a tickle that moved up her leg, starting at her knee, and creeping towards her core, her belly. It was no stray leaf or figment of her imagination. No loose hair that may have fallen to be swept away. Concentration broken, Yeva's eyes shot open, blinking as they adjusted to the shade. Murky shapes formed back into nature, the illuminous clearing was now overcast, shadows stretching longer to appear ominous and watchful. In her lap, the tickle climbed higher. Yeva froze. Making its way across her body was a black spider, its thorax fat and clear like a crystal ball, filled with an inky, shadow-y substance. It crawled forward, balanced on thin legs, sharp as onyx needles.
The hairs on her neck stood up, and she had to curl her toes to keep from moving. Stay calm. Don't show fear. Her breath turned shallow, as the warmth drained from her skin and the feeling of someone standing behind her made her shoulders lift towards her ears. She tried to look back, towards the trees, but the spider crawled faster, up and across her stomach, towards the valley beneath her breasts. With delicate care, she lifted a flat palm towards the spider, holding her breath as she made a platform for the creature to climb upon. It stilled, lifted its front two legs in warning and the two did not move.
Don't bite me. Don't bite me.
The feeling of being watched continued to press upon her bare back. She ignored it.
Reluctantly the spider lowered its legs and moved to her hand. She lowered, tilting her chin upwards to keep her hair from brushing against it, and gingerly transferred the creature to the ground, where it scurried under a rock. Relief flooded her as she sat up and turned back towards the creek. Her shadow was no longer there, overcast by the figure standing directly behind her.
Yeva jumped up with a gasp, spinning to face-
No one.
Her heart pounded louder still, spying nothing out of the ordinary within the clearing or the tree line.
The wind blew, the clouds shifted, and the sun poured upon her skin once more. She called softly for Norani, straining her ears to listen. There were too many signs in this place. What did spiders mean? Patience? Entrapment? Her skin continued to crawl, shaken by the encounter. Like a scared doe, Yeva snatched her clothes hanging from the tree and held them against her as she sprinted towards the beach, kicking up dirt and water as she ran, not caring that she was nude, or that others might see her. She ran, sensing danger, and threw herself back into their hut, but Norani had not returned.
She felt childish once back indoors and with one of Norani's chakram in hand, which was heavy and awkward in her grasp. She waited, once again listening, but all she heard were the cry of birds and water, and those that lived down the sands. Nothing had come to take her or eat her or kill her. Foolish girl, she reprimanded, trudging back to where the weapon had been sitting to return it. Yeva rubbed her eyes and massaged her temples. It was this damn headache. It wasn't making her think clearly.
Calm once more, she nibbled on some fruit that had been picked and retrieved her tarot deck. The clouds were restless and the signs had been too present to shake. Dressing once mores in her skirt and mid-drift top, she slipped from the hut and headed towards the place she had favored for meditation, cards and incense in hand.
The feeling of danger was gone now, the sun was bright once more. After arriving, Yeva took her seat and cleansed the space. She knocked the cards and shuffled them, with prayers and intention. Then, she began to read the fates.
Yeva stretched like a cat in the sun, a soft groan slipping from the back of her throat as she rolled over. The young woman yawned and rubbed at her eyes, vision adjusting to the details of the thatch ceiling. She had held grand plans of rising early, and had nearly succeeded. But with every attempt to push from her sleeping arrangements, her limbs felt heavier, her eyelids heavier still, and before she knew it, she was sinking back down into the abyss, as if pulled by an unknown string, and swept into a cluster of soon forgotten dreams.
She awoke again, much later, with a headache. Too much sleep. The woman winced, clutching her head. She could still see shadows dancing on the back of her eyelids, and she stumbled to her feet, staring at the room around her with a look of mild confusion. She knew where she was, and yet there was a sluggishness to her movements, as if having to slowly be reminded. She felt… off.
Thirsty?
Yeva licked her lips, mouth both sour and dry and soon found her water skin, half full, and drank heavily until she was breathless. She reached for her toiletry bag next, digging around for the tooth powder and brush, half wondering what she would do if she ran out while on the expedition - which felt likely, right? - proceeded to brush her teeth, but even after she rinsed, her mouth felt gritty. It was unlike her to be so drained. Usually, slumber slipped away like a cloak, and these actions felt comforting. Now, they felt rather mundane. Out of habit and necessity, Yeva continued anyway, finding a place to relieve herself, then to a little creek her and Norani had found, where she could undress and wash herself.
In the distance, she could still hear the sound of the beach, very faint voices calling out and talking to one another. A small civilization. There was the scent of a campfire still lingering on the wind. Behind was the great expanse of the unknown jungle, hidden by twisting limbs and vines, and from it, the strange calls of birds and monsters, calling out to her curiosity like a siren's song.
She never went alone.
It had certainly appealed to her, and more than once she had toed the line of the explored area and unknown danger, lingering on the precipice of an unseen wall. Here, at the waterway, she sat nude upon a smooth rock, hot from the rays of sun breaking through the branches as skin dried, and took the moment to listen, basking in the light, in the warmth. Sunlight illuminated her hair, turning the outer curls resplendent, like a crown of twisting gold.
Her headache still remained, and if anything, felt more oppressive. A pressure swelling in her skull, making room. She winced chest softly rising and falling as she tilted her head back and her vision filled with orange behind closed lids, meditating on the sensations around her. A soft breeze rustled the peaceful day, cooling her and sending goosebumps along her skin. She shivered, but kept her eyes closed, the waves of the ocean faint but still present. The water at her feet bubbled over pebbles, and moss. Orange replaced itself with inky purple; the warmth ceased and began to fade. Clouds in the sky, she acknowledged silently, imagining herself rooted to the earth, feeling the connection of self and environment.
And then a new sensation, a tickle that moved up her leg, starting at her knee, and creeping towards her core, her belly. It was no stray leaf or figment of her imagination. No loose hair that may have fallen to be swept away. Concentration broken, Yeva's eyes shot open, blinking as they adjusted to the shade. Murky shapes formed back into nature, the illuminous clearing was now overcast, shadows stretching longer to appear ominous and watchful. In her lap, the tickle climbed higher. Yeva froze. Making its way across her body was a black spider, its thorax fat and clear like a crystal ball, filled with an inky, shadow-y substance. It crawled forward, balanced on thin legs, sharp as onyx needles.
The hairs on her neck stood up, and she had to curl her toes to keep from moving. Stay calm. Don't show fear. Her breath turned shallow, as the warmth drained from her skin and the feeling of someone standing behind her made her shoulders lift towards her ears. She tried to look back, towards the trees, but the spider crawled faster, up and across her stomach, towards the valley beneath her breasts. With delicate care, she lifted a flat palm towards the spider, holding her breath as she made a platform for the creature to climb upon. It stilled, lifted its front two legs in warning and the two did not move.
Don't bite me. Don't bite me.
The feeling of being watched continued to press upon her bare back. She ignored it.
Reluctantly the spider lowered its legs and moved to her hand. She lowered, tilting her chin upwards to keep her hair from brushing against it, and gingerly transferred the creature to the ground, where it scurried under a rock. Relief flooded her as she sat up and turned back towards the creek. Her shadow was no longer there, overcast by the figure standing directly behind her.
Yeva jumped up with a gasp, spinning to face-
No one.
Her heart pounded louder still, spying nothing out of the ordinary within the clearing or the tree line.
The wind blew, the clouds shifted, and the sun poured upon her skin once more. She called softly for Norani, straining her ears to listen. There were too many signs in this place. What did spiders mean? Patience? Entrapment? Her skin continued to crawl, shaken by the encounter. Like a scared doe, Yeva snatched her clothes hanging from the tree and held them against her as she sprinted towards the beach, kicking up dirt and water as she ran, not caring that she was nude, or that others might see her. She ran, sensing danger, and threw herself back into their hut, but Norani had not returned.
She felt childish once back indoors and with one of Norani's chakram in hand, which was heavy and awkward in her grasp. She waited, once again listening, but all she heard were the cry of birds and water, and those that lived down the sands. Nothing had come to take her or eat her or kill her. Foolish girl, she reprimanded, trudging back to where the weapon had been sitting to return it. Yeva rubbed her eyes and massaged her temples. It was this damn headache. It wasn't making her think clearly.
Calm once more, she nibbled on some fruit that had been picked and retrieved her tarot deck. The clouds were restless and the signs had been too present to shake. Dressing once mores in her skirt and mid-drift top, she slipped from the hut and headed towards the place she had favored for meditation, cards and incense in hand.
The feeling of danger was gone now, the sun was bright once more. After arriving, Yeva took her seat and cleansed the space. She knocked the cards and shuffled them, with prayers and intention. Then, she began to read the fates.