30 Glade 123
The Eclipse still hung in the skies but the light of dawn shone brightly over the city of Kalzasi. From the highest peak overlooking the city from the east, he hovered in the air, allowing the light of his aura to blanket Kalzasi as far as he could see. He could feel the dawnstones and moonstones drinking in the light of his aura.
This had become his routine since returning to his home. Every morning, he rose with the dawn. He could always feel it just on the horizon. He flew to the east as the shadows withdrew from across the skies in order to lock with the pathway of the sun. If the natural dawn were to be blocked, Talon would grant his home a dawn of his own making. He would hover there, summoning his nimbus and allowing the light of his aura to begin shining and spreading softly at first, then with growing light. Across the city, he could both see and feel that his mere act of doing this recharged the many dragonshard apparatuses that were being used to protect the citizenry. More than that, his work of bringing Light and Hope to his homeland was something that was desperately needed.
When he had returned in Frost, many had expected him to immediately begin seeking to campaign for the throne, to exact retribution upon those who had abandoned him or helped to imprison him. Talon had every intention of asserting his claim to the throne but perhaps not in the way that many imagined. For the moment, he had other matters that needed him more desperately. Kalzasi needed Light. His people needed Hope. He had taken the helm of leading his House and was becoming more active guiding both the Dawnmartyrs and the Sky Guard. He had not missed the nervous shift in the council chambers when it became clear that he had taken a more active presence among Kalzasi’s militant branches and factions. Most notably, Karam Senue. He suspected the reasons for that were the most obvious ones.
Talon had changed. It was impossible to deny it. He no longer saw himself as a mortal who happened to be in possession of godlike powers. He had cast off the shadow of doubt in that regard. He was a Draegir. He was the Demigod of Light, Justice and Hope. With the reunification of his soul with the whole and true part of himself, he knew of his mortal life and the lives that Arcas had previously lived. Recalling much of that information took some meditation most of the time. It was always easier to focus on the present than it was to wade through the fog of the past. Now that he could remember however, his view of himself had shifted dramatically. But though he had embraced the fullness of his divinity, there was still one aspect of that part of himself that he had yet to confront. He folded his legs beneath him, adopting a meditative pose there in the air above the mountain peak. He spread his wings, helping to center his concentration so that he could expand his senses across the mountain and into the city below.
Opening his mind to the whisper that was always on the edge of his thoughts, Talon allowed the chorus of voices to enter the forefront of his mind. Prayers entered his mind. As he matured in his grasp on how to hear them, he had learned how to distinguish the truly genuine ones apart from those said simply by rote, those said in the ceremony, those whispered out of fear, the list went on.
“Is this how you see us?” He spoke aloud. Talon supposed he could have just as easily kept these thoughts silent but speaking them aloud somehow felt more intimate, more personal.
“Are we just a hive of activity? A never ending cacophony of noise in the back of your mind?” His focus was pulled to the Warrens and through the lens of his divinity, he was guided to a patrol of Sky Guard. Among them he counted four Avialae and three humans. Each of them was on their knees. Each of them was clutching a piece of illumite dawnstone.
Prince Talon, be with us. Guide us in the Light. Guard us against the horrors of the Darkness.
There was genuine Fear in them. He could see it. Once, he might have seen the spectre of Fear and quietly seethed with righteous fury. Now? In the peripheral of his senses he thought he saw a figure of shadow standing there. The avatar of Fear Himself. His opposite. His brother. He did not banish the fear that was inside these warriors but he did use his dominion over Hope to shed a light on what gave them courage. Fear was important. It told people what was dangerous. It heightened the senses. It reminded mortals of where to tread and where not to. Having fear did not make one weak nor did it make his brother evil. Like hope, it served a purpose. He would not rob them of its purpose but he did remind their souls not to be blinded by it.
The shifting of the winds alerted him to the presence of another. Through his awareness of all things that touched the Light, Talon beheld an Avialae man clad in half-plate armor. Crimson and gold accents made the golden feathers of his wings stand out more prominently. He was a handsome man by all accounts and Talon could admit that he did find him handsome. Talon gave the appearance that he remained in meditation. Karam studied him silently, his face betraying nothing but his eyes displaying a multitude of emotions.
“Care to join me, Lord Senue?” Talon opened his eyes and turned his head slightly to look at Karam over his shoulder. To his credit, Karam did not seem surprised at being acknowledged.
“They that you see all the light touches. Is that true?” Karam drifted closer, coming to stand upon the rocky surface of the mountain top. As his boots touched the earth, Talon enacted his kinetic sculpting in conjunction with a bit of earth elementalism to fashion a chair large enough to accommodate the armored lord. Karam took a seat, settling his wings comfortably. Talon remained hovering as he partially cast his awareness back to the prayers of those whispering to him while focusing on the present conversation.
“Would it matter if it was?” He watched as Karam nodded.
“Fair enough.” The nobleman studied him openly. “I cannot imagine what you have been through—”
“No.” Talon cut Karam off. “You cannot.”
“I did not mean to—” Karam began.
“Why are you here, Lord Senue?” Talon folded his hands in his lap, his gaze remaining steady as he studied the man before him.
“Karam.” The golden winged highlord offered a slight smile. “I have asked you before, call me Karam.”
Talon inclined his head. There was a moment of silence between them.
“Will you seek the throne?” Karam looked him steadily in the face as he asked the question. He appreciated the man’s forthright demeanor. Since returning, Talon had heard of how Karam had supported his mother’s regency. He had heard how the man had brokered the armistice between a broken Zaichaer and Kalzasi. He had heard of how Karam had been a leading force in handling the delicate situation that had now befall the entirety of Karnor where none of the cities quite knew their place anymore. There were slight circles of weariness under Karam’s eyes. Talon noticed a grey hair or two that had not been there before. Karam was tired. That much was clear. War and turmoil were tiring things but the man had risen to the occasion to be a symbol of clear stability and leadership in the absence of Talon’s mortal father and Talon himself.
“I believe the more poignant question is, what will you do if that is my intent?” Talon adjusted his wings, the light of his nimbus reflecting off of the silver feathers.
“I will not recant my claim. I have proven myself as a leader. In your absence, I have made choices that shocked many. I have proven that I am willing to put the good of Kalzasi above my family's petty concerns. I can be King. I love my country. I love our people. I love the Northlands. Next to you, I am as capable as any man. If you were just a man, that is. You are not. You are a god. A god of legend no less and yet, I find myself asking…” Karam’s jaw tensed as he looked over at him. Talon saw that the man was struggling with something. “…are you alright?”
The question was unexpected. It caught Talon completely off guard. Of all the things he expected Karam to say, that was not one of them. He did not need Semblance to see the sincerity plain as day on Karam’s face.
“I…” Talon searched himself. The truth was that, no. He was not “alright”. He was far from it. He likely would be for years to come after the trauma he had suffered and faced. It had been a harrowing experience. He could not, would not, pretend otherwise. But he was the warrior god-prince of Kalzasi. He was a sorcerer that even powerful practitioners considered a prodigy in his own right. He was the scion of both House Novalys and in many ways, House Briathos as well. He was expected to rise above his struggles. He was expected to overcome his pain and suffering.
After all, was that not what the God of Hope was supposed to do? Inspire?
His unpreparedness to answer the question must have been evident on his face because Karam’s expression became one of anger.
“We should have sent an army. We should have unleashed—” Talon shook his head.
“No. No. I am glad that you did not.” Karam rose from his seat and squeezed his hands.
“But we should have done something.” Again, his sincere passion surprised Talon. But, he was realizing that whatever he had expected Karam to be, he was a man who was far more complex than his father Pavel had been.
“It would have failed. The Imperium is far more devious and powerful than perhaps any of us realized. No. It is better that I endured what I did and found my own path to freedom. Karnor, Kalzasi, none of the Free Cities would be able to withstand the direct onslaught of the Imperium. I saw what they are capable of. I was subject to what they are capable of. Believe me, Karam. We are not ready to fight them. Not without suffering greater and more terrible losses than what has been suffered already.” He squeezed the man’s hands. Karam held on to his for a moment before withdrawing.
“You did not deserve that.” Talon did not respond aloud. He had not deserved a lot of things. Yet that had not prevented them from happening.
“Regardless, I have a duty to my people. We both do. No matter the outcome of the days ahead.” Talon unfolded his legs and came to stand in front of Karam. The nobleman again fixed him with that steady gaze.
“We could do it together.” That had Talon arching an eyebrow.
“What are you proposing, Lord Senue?” A sly smile tugged at the corner of Karam’s mouth.
“The same thing I proposed on the night of your engagement, my Prince.” Karam stepped closer. “Just a chance. A moment of your immortal time.”
Talon allowed a smile to play across his lips.
“I cannot say you have endeared yourself to me, Lord Senue. The insult to my bondmate, Rickter, is still fresh in my mind.” Karam winced.
“That was uncalled for. Allow me to make amends.” Karam retook one of Talon’s hands, bringing it up to press his lips to the back of his hand lightly.
“Perhaps.” Talon allowed Karam to hold his hand a moment longer before withdrawing it. “A moment.”
“That is all I ask.” Karam stepped back. Talon considered it before nodding.
“A moment it is then. Tomorrow?” Karam gave a sweeping bow at the acceptance.
“I shall have the Ruby Palace properly readied for your auspicious arrival, my Prince. Until then.” Karam stepped back, spreading his wings and took flight. Talon watched him go in silence for a long time. While the conversation had been odd, it had helped lift a weight from his chest that he had not really realized was there. Karam was not a bad man. Talon did not want to make an enemy of him. But he would not easily give up what he had spent his entire mortal life being groomed to inherit. If there was a way forward for them, they would have to spend time finding it. Despite the stakes, it felt…normal. It felt normal to parlay in games of mortal politics. The dance was one that was familiar to him because he had spent his mortal life participating in it. It helped him forget some of the recent challenges that he had faced. It helped him feel like everything was not falling apart. He would have to take more of an interest in matters of Court in the days ahead.
For the moment however, there was another Court that required his attention. That was, if he could even gain audience with that Court. He had a promise to fulfill and it was time for him to seek its fulfillment. Reaching into the well of his aether, he allowed the flow of elemental energies to gather around him. He collected it until it crystallized in front of him. He placed a drop of sunlight into that crystal so that the Light of Dawn could continue to shine over Kalzasi, at least for a little while. He would have to find a more permanent solution. For the time being, this would at least help bolster the mechanisms that the Circle of Spells had placed around the city.
With that finished, he stepped across the threshold between the material realm and into the halls of his own divine realm where the halls of light awaited his return. As soon as he set foot upon the silvered stones of his citadel, he was greeted with a sense of relief. It was always jarring, in a way, to step into his divine realm. Leaving behind the material world of Ransera and stepping into a space that practically yearned for his mere presence, suffused with the very essence of everything that was him, that he believed in, and that he could be, it made returning to Ransera that much more difficult. Part of him wondered if this wasn’t why so many of the gods chose not to walk the mortal realm anymore.
Mortals loved and hated the gods. They wanted the gods to solve every problem and to solve nothing at the same time.
The gods were either to blame for every misfortune, the lack of preventing those misfortunes, or the paradoxical source of the solution to fighting them. On one hand, he supposed he could understand both the awe and the resentment. As a demigod, he possessed greater power and strength than most mortals could dream of achieving. He was immortal unless outright killed and even then, his spirit and consciousness would endure to be reborn in time. He could accomplish things with an exertion of his willpower what required mortal nations to compile vast resources and hundreds of minds and years to achieve.
So he had to wonder, what exactly was it that Arvaelyn hoped to accomplish by seeking this particular audience. Nevertheless, he had promised he would ask. So ask, he would.
Talon stepped up to the edge of one of the landings of his citadel in the sky. He settled his wings upon his back and stared out across the expanse of his space. He was not sure how long he stared out over that space. His thoughts drifted and he worked to find the words for what he wanted to say.
There was so much that he held inside of him. He had never felt like more than just a pawn in some greater game in all the centuries, in all the struggles, battles, and turmoil. Son of Eikaen? The only memories he had of the God of Gods were those sparse ones he had to recall. Literal epochs of time had passed since he had last been in the physical presence of his Divine Father. Prince of Dragons? What did that mean? From time to time, he received glimpses of something more than what he believed stemmed from his purview over Justice, Hope and Light. Whether those were simply tricks of being close to the Aetherium or because of his ties to his Divine Father, he had never truly been given an answer.
He had asked. Eikaen had always remained silent.
For thousands of years, over and over again, he had fought against the tide of Suffering, Darkness, and Oblivion that constantly seemed to threaten each Age of Ransera. In the Age of Wonders, he had sparred with his brother and ended the rising darkness that had threatened to swallow the world. In the Age of Conquest he had fought against the Great Leviathan, sparing the world from a tidal wave of beasts that would have sunk it into the Lost Fathoms. In the Age of Clockwork, he had fought beside heroes to stop the folly of Kaitos only for the madman to break the world. In the Age of Sundering, he fought battle after battle until he ended the rising spread of the Graveplague and stopped the Cult of Mending…for a time.
Now, it was the Age of Steel. He had been killed. He had been reborn. He had been imprisoned, tortured, and enslaved. He had found freedom. He had found his brother and together, the two of them had finally helped him break free of the shackles that bound him to the influence of the Darkness That Came Before. Seon was free.
And through it all, Arcas had stood alone. Guiding and granting Light, Justice and Hope of his own accord in order to continue giving to a world that he both loved and hated. He wanted to say so much. In the end, all he could say was…
“Father?”