The wiping away of tears, a kiss of comfort and sorrow pressed below her jaw, and the Orkhan relaxed further. As she did, so did the winds of the area, the stressors of Norani's world fleeing along the stressors of the world around them. Soon, their beach was just as Yeva would've known it the day she arrived, calm, beautiful, exciting and new.
Norani nodded at the omens statement, having heard similar things among the lips of her own people. It was strange to see her mention that she was happy this was real. Norani's brow furrowed in confusion, what had happened? A pit was forming in Norani's stomach, knowing that a story was coming and that it would likely be one of pain, of fear, of something bad, of something terrible.
Nothing else would keep Yeva away.
Her confusion broke momentarily in elation. Galetira had chosen her! This was why Yeva had come to Ecith in the first place. She was so happy, so elated for her friend. This was everything she had wanted. Until the words showed that it was not. That it had not happened without incident.
Lost in the Astral Sea?
What... what did that mean? There were plenty of stories of how the Seers ventured into the Sea of Stars, to discern the past, the present, the future, to guide their people through, but Norani hadn't heard any that spoke of being lost in that place. And what that might mean. The pit in her stomach grew, tightened. Galetira can't find her?
A darkness?
That harkened to Norani's own quest. She too was called to contend with a darkness. Was it one in the same as this one that Yeva spoke? Is it...
"But... you're here."
Norani made an exaggeration of pulling Yeva in tighter, as though she could somehow make Yeva's words less true. But she knew her friend, her love, did not speak in falsehoods. If she said that she was not here, then this must be... something else. Something magical perhaps. Norani was only versed in one magic, and there was so much more in this world.
A sob gasped out, but she held herself in check after it, grinding her teeth, forcing the tears to stop. She didn't want to lose any more time with Yeva, even if she wasn't fully here. The confused furrow returned at the mention of the lemur, and her nose joined in, crinkling a bit at the mention of the captain.
It seemed that he'd... helped her, somehow?
The orkhan pulled her eyes from Yeva for just a moment, casting a glance over to the tree that she knew he'd often lounged under. She knew that she'd prickled at him from the first moment, that she didn't trust him. But if he'd done something like this for Yeva, for her... She whispered two words and sent them on the winds to him, pouring just as much love into them as she did in her holding of Yeva.
"Thank you."
A chuckle returned on an answering wind and somehow that wind felt like it winked.
Yeva wrote that she would be here soon, followed by a painful question. One that Norani knew the exact answer to. She wrote it down in her journal every night. It was how she signed off each page these days, and she hated it every time. Slowly, she spoke.
"You disappeared on Ash 65." She closed her eyes, today was the first day of Glade, taking a deep breath again. "Today is Glade the first. One hundred and seventeen days." Norani's hand on Yeva's wrist slipped, balling up into a fist, as she struggled, fought, tried to keep the pain in, her nails breaking the skin of her palm. She didn't want to ruin however much time they had left with her bawling and sobbing. Her chest heaved and tightened as she kept the breaths in, her face twisted in pain and strain.
"How... how long are you here, now?"
But there was another question she wanted to ask. That she wished to ask more than any other. And yet, she couldn't, not yet. Or she mustn't. She shouldn't, and she knew it. And yet.
"How can I come to you? I will find you."
And she meant those words with her entire being. She knew them to be true even if her sense of duty did not wish for it. She knew what they meant. If there was any way for her to get to Yeva, she would give up everything, the entire quest, everything asked of her by Astrid, saving the seasons, returning the world to normal or something akin to it. She would give it all up for her friend.
And that terrified her, that she would be so selfish.
Her head hung in shame, the tears flowed heavily now, the sobs that were contained broke free. She... she just couldn't. She wanted to, but she couldn't. The entire world and all things in it were depending on her. Her mouth opened to speak, but she closed it, wiping her eyes, trying to find the words. Before she spoke again, Yeva would hear words from Vhexur, words that Norani could not. "She will not see the Door nor be able to enter it if you do not open it for her." Some might think that to be a cruel, taunting phrase, but the emotion was conveyed there. A kindness offered from him.
A choice was there, but a choice that could be made from a point of safety.
"When you disappeared, the world changed. It descended into darkness, hidden behind an eclipse in the sky. The sun is only barely returned now, a new moon is in the sky, but the world is still damaged and crying out." It was her turn, it seemed. "I... I found the World Tree, Agst'rasera. I thought it would lead me to you, but I found a different path instead."
She leaned her head to rest into Yeva's curls. "I met many elemental spirits there, and a woman too, a shaman of some sort, Astrid. She told me that while the world has been in darkness, the seasons of Spring, Summer, and Fall have been locked away, by a great Titan, Ghoron, the last of his kind." She knew it was a lot of information to take in, but she also knew that Yeva was smart, far smarter than she, and that the elf trusted her, just as she trusted Yeva.
"I... have been tasked. Chosen. Prophesied to bring the seasons back to the world, to end this eternal winter we've found ourselves locked in." She grew quieter now, "But to do that, I must face an ancient darkness of my own. One that was powerful enough to injure Ghoron. I have grown in my own power..." softer now, "But I don't know if it will be enough. And if it's not enough... I may be trapped in the Eternal Grove with the darkness, with Ghoron and the seasons, forever."
She squeezed her friend tight, so tight, "I... I want to find you, with all of my heart. I want to cast this quest off, this damned prophesy that was put upon Astrid as a child, one that cursed much of her life, so that I can come to you, to find you, to bring you home." There was desperation, there was pleading, there was fear and shame in her words.
She paused for a long moment.
"But..." Using the crook of a finger, she lifted Yeva's face towards her own. She brushed away the curls, so that the windy versions of Yeva's eyes would be looking into her own earthen ones, her hand dropping to rest upon Yeva's thigh. "I want to be able to look into your eyes and not be ashamed." A struggled smile, "I want there to be a world left to which you would return."
She gestured to the sky around them, "This is not what it is like here right now. The spirits are confused, in pain, winter is not meant to last like this." Norani let the elements return to their naturally unnatural state. The deep dark clouds rolled in, the rain began to pour, and the temperature began to plunge. "The seasons in the entire world are in disarray. I.. I don't know, I can't begin to imagine how much damage has been caused."
She squeezed Yeva's thighs, "And I might be able to fix it, if I'm strong enough." But her face dropped, her eyes closed slowly, "But to do that, I can't come for you. Time is not my friend in this."
Her voice dropped to the barest of whispers, "I just hope you can forgive me." And love me.
She heaved another breath in, dispelling the weather, giving the spirits some reprieve, a semblance of what they yearned for. "Please.. hold on. Fight with everything you have, escape if you can. If you can return to here, the winds will let me know, wherever I am." She swallowed hard, "And if I can survive this, I'm coming for you, wherever you are. I will find you and we will return home, together."
She raised her head, the ferocity in her eyes shining through the tears, her taking one of Yeva's hands and placing it on her own heart, so she could hear how heavy and rapid it beat with love, "You are strong, Yeva Bleu. Fight for everything you hold dear."
And I will do the same.