A Star To Guide Him Home
Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2023 10:11 pm
A Star To Guide Him Home
Glade 65th, 123rd Year, A.o.S.
Lykos stirred within the covers of his bed when he felt them, the crawling tingles that would sometimes haunt his sleep when he dreamed. He had yearned for something in his walk through the Land of Nod, seeking something that eluded him beyond thickets of wood and web. No matter where he searched, or how far he trekked, it was a never-ending maze that haunted him during the hours of sleep.
So when he fidgeted and turned to roll, the wolf pushed himself up from the comfort of his pillow, the dream itself a bygone memory once he realized nothing had crawled over him. "I'm dreaming..." He reassured himself when he looked down at his shaking hand. "Just a dream..." Yet no matter how much he wanted to believe it, his heart felt disquiet even with his own words of confidence. The accommodations within his room were outstanding, already making him feel like a king or some lofty noble they sought to cater for.
Perhaps being a Demigod had its perks after all... or so he wanted to believe. Truth be told Lykos wanted to be happy, to feel comfortable with the lavish furniture, and the incredible meals they provided, all of it were things he could ever ask for as an 'esteemed guest' in their quarantine period. But even so, the material comforts were just that and hardly an anodyne for what truly ailed him deep down. What he yearned for? Even he couldn't say.
Resting his hand back down on the cover of his mattress, Lykos peered from where he sat toward the window which light poured through. Did the sun over Solunarium ever burn out or dim? He could only ponder. That did stop him from wiping the light coat of sweat off his brow, as he moved to slip out of bed from beneath the covers, and walked barefoot across the stone floor to meet the light of the artificial sun in person once more. It was still night time as far as he could tell, hardly a wink of sleep and the moons were high in the sky tonight.
The moons... Neither of them provided the wolf the comfort he needed, but alas, he still searched the sky for something else entirely. It was a star. Deep down his heart yearned for this star, and when his eyes finally found it in the northern hemisphere, Lykos suddenly felt a deep and longing pain rise in his chest. That star. It felt utterly important to him right now, though he couldn't say what for exactly, only that within all the doubt and uncertainty... he felt hope.
The wolf heard the noises of people outside his door, footsteps throughout the corridors of the citadel, the chopping of some kind of vegetables in the kitchens... The sound of locusts out in the desert itself. There was much his ears could pick up if he focused on them, and though he wondered, Lykos didn't bother to look for the closed door to his room if he were to expect company. He wasn't clothed but he wasn't ashamed either, not when it felt too warm to wear such garb here in the south.
He had so much to adjust to, so much to prepare for in the days to come, that the uncertainty nearly overwhelmed him entirely. But again, that north star he gazed at beyond the sunlit veil in the sky, it gave him some small comfort where he yearned for it. His very chest rattled with soft groans as he felt this intense desire to call out to it, to let his cries be heard in the night, and pray that whatever did give him that comfort might hear those cries.
So when he fidgeted and turned to roll, the wolf pushed himself up from the comfort of his pillow, the dream itself a bygone memory once he realized nothing had crawled over him. "I'm dreaming..." He reassured himself when he looked down at his shaking hand. "Just a dream..." Yet no matter how much he wanted to believe it, his heart felt disquiet even with his own words of confidence. The accommodations within his room were outstanding, already making him feel like a king or some lofty noble they sought to cater for.
Perhaps being a Demigod had its perks after all... or so he wanted to believe. Truth be told Lykos wanted to be happy, to feel comfortable with the lavish furniture, and the incredible meals they provided, all of it were things he could ever ask for as an 'esteemed guest' in their quarantine period. But even so, the material comforts were just that and hardly an anodyne for what truly ailed him deep down. What he yearned for? Even he couldn't say.
Resting his hand back down on the cover of his mattress, Lykos peered from where he sat toward the window which light poured through. Did the sun over Solunarium ever burn out or dim? He could only ponder. That did stop him from wiping the light coat of sweat off his brow, as he moved to slip out of bed from beneath the covers, and walked barefoot across the stone floor to meet the light of the artificial sun in person once more. It was still night time as far as he could tell, hardly a wink of sleep and the moons were high in the sky tonight.
The moons... Neither of them provided the wolf the comfort he needed, but alas, he still searched the sky for something else entirely. It was a star. Deep down his heart yearned for this star, and when his eyes finally found it in the northern hemisphere, Lykos suddenly felt a deep and longing pain rise in his chest. That star. It felt utterly important to him right now, though he couldn't say what for exactly, only that within all the doubt and uncertainty... he felt hope.
The wolf heard the noises of people outside his door, footsteps throughout the corridors of the citadel, the chopping of some kind of vegetables in the kitchens... The sound of locusts out in the desert itself. There was much his ears could pick up if he focused on them, and though he wondered, Lykos didn't bother to look for the closed door to his room if he were to expect company. He wasn't clothed but he wasn't ashamed either, not when it felt too warm to wear such garb here in the south.
He had so much to adjust to, so much to prepare for in the days to come, that the uncertainty nearly overwhelmed him entirely. But again, that north star he gazed at beyond the sunlit veil in the sky, it gave him some small comfort where he yearned for it. His very chest rattled with soft groans as he felt this intense desire to call out to it, to let his cries be heard in the night, and pray that whatever did give him that comfort might hear those cries.
"Every side attacks you when you don't pick sides."