A Distant Memory
Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2023 5:08 am
10th of Ash, 123
Location: House Cross family estate outside Zaichaer proper
Location: House Cross family estate outside Zaichaer proper
Nathan inhaled deeply, exhaling a misty cloud that mingled with the somber air around him. As he wandered through the remnants of the estate, his heart weighed heavy with memories that tugged at his soul. The once magnificent archway, a beacon of welcome, now stood as a crumbling sentinel of the past. He silently thanked his good fortune that the estate had been nestled away from the heart of the city, spared from the devastation that would have undoubtedly consumed it.
With a melancholic stroll, he reached the decaying fountain and perched on its edge. His gaze lingered upon the ancient oak tree at the entrance, its branches a curtain that had hidden him from the watchful eyes of his tutors. A bittersweet smile graced his lips as he contemplated the refuge this place had offered to others, even though it had been insufficient protection against the bitter cold and relentless wilderness. The estate, too, bore the scars of time, with its own structural hazards.
As Nathan's search for signs of life continued, the back door creaked in reluctant protest as he pushed it open. A cloud of dust greeted him like a long-lost friend. "Damn, it looks like nobody has set foot here in a lifetime," he mused, hastily covering his nose and mouth with his right arm. Determination guided him to the front door, but it remained obstinately unmoved, refusing to yield. Rather than risking its collapse upon him, he wisely chose not to force the issue.
On the first floor of the main building, he opened every window he could find, welcoming a gust of frigid air that offered respite from the stifling atmosphere. It was a small comfort. His journey continued to the second floor, where makeshift beds occupied rooms strewn with bandages and discarded remnants of the past. In the dim light, Nathan's eyes fell upon the room at the end of the hallway. To his surprise, the piano stood there, though its appearance was worn and aged. Nathan lifted the fallboard and pressed a key, only to be met with silence.
"Wait..." he whispered to himself, his fingers dancing over the keys in random sequences. Finally, a subtle click emanated from the bookshelf behind him. Pushing it aside, he revealed a concealed set of stone stairs leading upward. He marveled at the thought that this secret sanctuary had remained undiscovered for all these years.
Yet, as he took a hesitant step into the shadowy passage, he found himself retreating. The weight of memories pressed upon him, and he couldn't ignore the emotions tied to this place. Sitting beside the bookshelf, he leaned against the wall, lost in thought.
Nathan's mind drifted back to the day he had first stumbled upon this hidden room—the family painting, his father's journal, and the cryptic letter, all fragments of a puzzle he couldn't fully grasp. He sighed and closed his eyes.
"Mom, Dad... I miss you both," he whispered, his voice trembling with longing. "I hope you're resting in peace, wherever you are. Everything spiraled out of control after that fateful night. But at least Uncle Franz was there to take care of me. And the city... it exploded. I nearly perished in the explosion, yet fate had other plans."
His gaze shifted to his phasing hands, his voice tinged with regret. "You were right, Dad. The arcane is a force not to be trifled with. I thought I could master it, but..." He trailed off, staring at his elusive hands. "It's something beyond our control."
Frustration overwhelmed him, and he pounded the wall with his left hand, the echoes of his anguish reverberating through the room. "Damn it, why did I survive? I should have perished in that blast!" Nathan's cries echoed in the dark, a raw outpouring of grief and despair. "Why, damn it, why?"
Nathan's emotions welled up as he sat there, memories and grief washing over him. The weight of his past and the trauma he had endured came crashing down, and he couldn't hold back his tears any longer. He buried his face in his hands, sobbing quietly at first, and then with increasing intensity as the floodgates of his emotions burst open.
"Why did I survive?" Nathan cried out to the empty room, his voice filled with anguish. "Why did I have to witness everything fall apart? It's not fair..."
He continued to vent his frustration, anger, and sorrow, pounding on the wall as if it could provide some release for the pain he carried within him. The echoes of his cries bounced off the cold stone walls of the room, a stark reminder of the harsh reality he had endured. After what felt like an eternity, Nathan's outburst began to subside. He took deep, shuddering breaths, trying to regain his composure. His hands were bruised, and his throat was sore from shouting.
With a melancholic stroll, he reached the decaying fountain and perched on its edge. His gaze lingered upon the ancient oak tree at the entrance, its branches a curtain that had hidden him from the watchful eyes of his tutors. A bittersweet smile graced his lips as he contemplated the refuge this place had offered to others, even though it had been insufficient protection against the bitter cold and relentless wilderness. The estate, too, bore the scars of time, with its own structural hazards.
As Nathan's search for signs of life continued, the back door creaked in reluctant protest as he pushed it open. A cloud of dust greeted him like a long-lost friend. "Damn, it looks like nobody has set foot here in a lifetime," he mused, hastily covering his nose and mouth with his right arm. Determination guided him to the front door, but it remained obstinately unmoved, refusing to yield. Rather than risking its collapse upon him, he wisely chose not to force the issue.
On the first floor of the main building, he opened every window he could find, welcoming a gust of frigid air that offered respite from the stifling atmosphere. It was a small comfort. His journey continued to the second floor, where makeshift beds occupied rooms strewn with bandages and discarded remnants of the past. In the dim light, Nathan's eyes fell upon the room at the end of the hallway. To his surprise, the piano stood there, though its appearance was worn and aged. Nathan lifted the fallboard and pressed a key, only to be met with silence.
"Wait..." he whispered to himself, his fingers dancing over the keys in random sequences. Finally, a subtle click emanated from the bookshelf behind him. Pushing it aside, he revealed a concealed set of stone stairs leading upward. He marveled at the thought that this secret sanctuary had remained undiscovered for all these years.
Yet, as he took a hesitant step into the shadowy passage, he found himself retreating. The weight of memories pressed upon him, and he couldn't ignore the emotions tied to this place. Sitting beside the bookshelf, he leaned against the wall, lost in thought.
Nathan's mind drifted back to the day he had first stumbled upon this hidden room—the family painting, his father's journal, and the cryptic letter, all fragments of a puzzle he couldn't fully grasp. He sighed and closed his eyes.
"Mom, Dad... I miss you both," he whispered, his voice trembling with longing. "I hope you're resting in peace, wherever you are. Everything spiraled out of control after that fateful night. But at least Uncle Franz was there to take care of me. And the city... it exploded. I nearly perished in the explosion, yet fate had other plans."
His gaze shifted to his phasing hands, his voice tinged with regret. "You were right, Dad. The arcane is a force not to be trifled with. I thought I could master it, but..." He trailed off, staring at his elusive hands. "It's something beyond our control."
Frustration overwhelmed him, and he pounded the wall with his left hand, the echoes of his anguish reverberating through the room. "Damn it, why did I survive? I should have perished in that blast!" Nathan's cries echoed in the dark, a raw outpouring of grief and despair. "Why, damn it, why?"
Nathan's emotions welled up as he sat there, memories and grief washing over him. The weight of his past and the trauma he had endured came crashing down, and he couldn't hold back his tears any longer. He buried his face in his hands, sobbing quietly at first, and then with increasing intensity as the floodgates of his emotions burst open.
"Why did I survive?" Nathan cried out to the empty room, his voice filled with anguish. "Why did I have to witness everything fall apart? It's not fair..."
He continued to vent his frustration, anger, and sorrow, pounding on the wall as if it could provide some release for the pain he carried within him. The echoes of his cries bounced off the cold stone walls of the room, a stark reminder of the harsh reality he had endured. After what felt like an eternity, Nathan's outburst began to subside. He took deep, shuddering breaths, trying to regain his composure. His hands were bruised, and his throat was sore from shouting.