Renewal [Kala]
Posted: Sun Sep 24, 2023 4:51 pm
32th Searing, 123
Since Kala had returned from the expedition that had given her wings, among other things, she hadn't treated Torin any differently than she had before she'd gone. Their relationship, from the first moments, had been friendly, even kind, each happy to support the other in whatever they might need. The smith knew that Kala was still the same person, but it felt wrong, in some way he couldn't easily define, to go to her with things he wanted or needed as he once had.
It was rather unfair of him, he knew. She hadn't asked to be transformed, hadn't asked to become something more than mortal and he knew it was probably not pleasant for her to feel him being uncomfortable. No more than it was for him to be uncomfortable. He didn't want to treat her differently, tried his best not to show how he was feeling, but, of course, she could see his aura.
Early in their acquaintance, when they had been working out the details of his contract with her House she had said that he should come to her if he ever needed things that would help him be better at his job. He had done so, several times, had learned Scrivening under her tutelage, and, even with things as they were, he wouldn't have felt as safe asking anyone else for Elementalism.
Except, he also felt guilty, like he hadn't been a very good friend for the past year. Oddly, becoming her vassal, or at least her family's, had settled some of his discomfort. He hadn't quite worked out why, but being under her leadership in one area made feeling alright about speaking to her as an subject, which made knowing that she was a goddess fit easier into him.
Whatever the reason, when he asked for an few hours of her time in the afternoon he wanted to start it off properly. So, after the greetings were finished and they were seated he said,
"I wanted to apologize, for how I've been. You're you and I shouldn't treat you any differently. I couldn't help how I felt but I'm still sorry it happened and also that it took me so long to work myself through it."
He hoped they were alright, thought they probably were considering Kaus wasn't treating him any differently either. If he had upset Kala, he imagined her twin wouldn't have ignored it.
Since Kala had returned from the expedition that had given her wings, among other things, she hadn't treated Torin any differently than she had before she'd gone. Their relationship, from the first moments, had been friendly, even kind, each happy to support the other in whatever they might need. The smith knew that Kala was still the same person, but it felt wrong, in some way he couldn't easily define, to go to her with things he wanted or needed as he once had.
It was rather unfair of him, he knew. She hadn't asked to be transformed, hadn't asked to become something more than mortal and he knew it was probably not pleasant for her to feel him being uncomfortable. No more than it was for him to be uncomfortable. He didn't want to treat her differently, tried his best not to show how he was feeling, but, of course, she could see his aura.
Early in their acquaintance, when they had been working out the details of his contract with her House she had said that he should come to her if he ever needed things that would help him be better at his job. He had done so, several times, had learned Scrivening under her tutelage, and, even with things as they were, he wouldn't have felt as safe asking anyone else for Elementalism.
Except, he also felt guilty, like he hadn't been a very good friend for the past year. Oddly, becoming her vassal, or at least her family's, had settled some of his discomfort. He hadn't quite worked out why, but being under her leadership in one area made feeling alright about speaking to her as an subject, which made knowing that she was a goddess fit easier into him.
Whatever the reason, when he asked for an few hours of her time in the afternoon he wanted to start it off properly. So, after the greetings were finished and they were seated he said,
"I wanted to apologize, for how I've been. You're you and I shouldn't treat you any differently. I couldn't help how I felt but I'm still sorry it happened and also that it took me so long to work myself through it."
He hoped they were alright, thought they probably were considering Kaus wasn't treating him any differently either. If he had upset Kala, he imagined her twin wouldn't have ignored it.