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10th of Searing, Year 123 of Steel
now I know that I'm not
all that you've got
I guess that I, I just thought
maybe we could find new ways to fall apart
but our friends are back
so let's raise a cup
'cause I found someone to carry me home.
the moon is on my side;
I have no reason to run
so will someone come and carry me home tonight?
the angels never arrived
but I can hear the choir
so will someone come and carry me home
tonight?
all that you've got
I guess that I, I just thought
maybe we could find new ways to fall apart
but our friends are back
so let's raise a cup
'cause I found someone to carry me home.
the moon is on my side;
I have no reason to run
so will someone come and carry me home tonight?
the angels never arrived
but I can hear the choir
so will someone come and carry me home
tonight?
When Raithen's eyes opened, they saw sincere concern and affection peering back at him. With a smile, Kaus nodded.
"She is a skilled sembler, and a healer. I am certain she can help you know this about yourself."
When Raithen began to ask more questions, Kaus settled back down beside him, warrior's arms encircling the troubled elf—it felt strange to think of Raithen as an elf rather than an Avialæ, but that was how they figured things here and he was trying to learn about their culture even as he was teaching his new friend about his own. His wing came around to shelter them, for while the cold didn't touch them, they could still enjoy the shared warmth.
"It does feel safe," he averred. "But even with all of them... shut out, so to speak, I feel safe right now. With you." As the questions kept coming, he kept answering, though his eyelids had drifted down to mere slits. "It happened more when we were young. I think we thought of ourselves as one person in two bodies before we really... understood ourselves. Sometimes when a sudden, violent emotion hits her, it will barrel through my psychic defenses, but it's only with her... that it's so intense, or so subtle, sometimes. It was difficult when her apotheosis began... her mind... her spirit... her will... they are so much stronger than mine now. But she... she regulates herself more... so that I'm not... mm... overwhelmed..."
When the questions stopped, so too did his words. Kaus wasn't sure if he slept or merely dozed. With Raithen's distinctive scent in his nose, even his somnolent mind knew he was there and, as he had said, he felt safe. He wasn't certain of the time when he woke and felt Kala's curious presence in his mind. He yawned, then began to kiss Raithen awake even as he rose to his knees. He opened himself to his bonds. Ceran and Indric shuffled over, ready to fly home. The runeforged wine had them all relaxed and ready for a long, lazy day in bed.
Kaus kissed Raithen on the mouth as though he were that storybook princess who required a prince's kiss to awaken her from magical sleep. But Kaus didn't wait overlong. Instead, he rose and stretched like a cat before fishing around on the ground for his clothes to pull them back on.
"We should glide down to the Palace," he murmured when Raithen's eyes were open.