Complaint - {Paragon}
Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2024 11:11 pm
So I don't normally complain about anything that goes on here but this instance seems a bit like I am being made an example of. In the thread Inquisitive Inquiries being run by Talisman, Dreyfus is being interrogated by the sentinels of Solunarium after the thread Care for a Bite. Now the latter thread was supposed to be the conclusion of a two-part meet and greet with Dreyfus and Hilana. However, the new thread of the former seemed out of place to me at first cause I thought we had finished everything. I wasn't given any heads up or anything before this thread happened as all I was told when I asked to throw the Care for a Bite thread up for review was that there had to be one more post made.
Now as I stated it wasnt an issue until it became one, as the city moderator of Zaichaer has stated they didnt want to move forward with any more of Dreyfus's plots until it's concluded. Now that's not to say that I'm complaining because the thread is taking too long as this thread started back on Nov 28th. However, the further we got into the thread the further I began to feel as though this thread was not even relevant to Dreyfus now granted if he were given a consequence of some kind from this thread it would be 2 years old as we are currently in the year 124. Now I have said all of that to say this, my issue is that I feel as though I am being made an example of.
- One example of this is when his rune of Vitalis was cut off from him it was made very apparent that Dreyfus was to begin to become feryl leading to overstepping. I had confirmed before that post that Dreyfus, as a master, could go 4 to 5 weeks before that would begin to occur. More importantly, it was also previously confirmed that he could go 7 days without feeding before he would have to feed again and be fine. I showed Talisman this and was given a "duly noted" reply. So to get a post where all that seemed to not be taken into consideration was mind bogling to me. That isn't to mention that was given a breakdown of how much he would need exactly and why he should be going feryl and overstepping made me believe that I didn't comprehend how much blood it takes to feed him. I assume this was because they couldn't get a proper response from the Author of Vitalis and just went with and I quote "My best guess based on the lore".
{Screenshot of Paragon Confirming length before ferylness & death}► Show Spoiler
{showing Talisman the above confirmation and her acknowledging it}► Show Spoiler
{Said explination}► Show Spoiler
I was never asked beforehand about my understanding of how the rune worked, I wasn't given anything in terms of how to play being a vampyre except for what was written in the article about the magic. Not to mention Dreyfus was the first PC to receive this lost magic, he is the guinea pig so it is only natural he has no clue how his rune works but given confirmed information from the author himself I feel like there was no consideration in some of these post especially when it was shown otherwise So to do this in this way seems a bit much to me, but then again what do I know? - Another issue I have is being told that I'm being passive aggressive when giving nudges about posts. Not once in my poking for a post or an update was I being passive aggressive about any of it. I wasn't being condescending, I wasn't trying to rush. I understood they had other IRL things to take care of and more important plots and threads to attend to, so it wasn't a big deal. They were simple nudges to see when there would be another post. Now what I find to be ironic is that they then made a comment that could easily be seen as passive-aggressive in my eyes one of the players on site was trying to figure out what 5th magic to take and they mentioned wanting Vitalis and during the conversation, another player said "You have to drink a lot of blood to be a vampyre" to which Talisman said, "As someone else learned, #mathed yo". Now I don't know about you but that feels pointed and direct as I would know exactly what they meant by that. I'm not rude to anyone and I would rather leave the discord all altogether than lash out from anger or feeling slighted but I dont thing saying something like that was necessary or professional and comes off passive aggressive.
{Being called passive aggressive for nudging}► Show Spoiler
{The quote in question}► Show Spoiler
Now granted while writing this I still feel as though I couldn't articulate how I'm feeling, and maybe this is all being blown out of proportion on my end. But I would rather do this than not say anything and respond in a way that could be trouble for me. I love this site and writing here but I have trauma from past sites and I just can't shake the feeling that I'm being made an example of for not knowing or playing with limited info. Dreyfus has been using Vitalis with no clear instructions and following his instincts in using the magic.
At this point, this is too reminiscent of how I was treated elsewhere having my characters stalled or barred or made an example of. I apologize as I feel like I'm rambling and blowing this out of proportion but at this point, I feel as though if I don't get this out now, I will keep this bottled up and respond in a way that could harm my pcs chances of doing other things later like ascending or such. And as I stated before many times, if this is just a misunderstanding or I'm blowing it out of proportion that's fine I'll accept that but I would rather not continue this thread at this point cause I feel as though it would undermine everything else Dreyfus has gone through and is trying to accomplish currently in Zaichaer.