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Florian shrugged. ”I’m not sure. I just know what I know.” He, too, feared for the Imperial citizens, but from what he knew of Talon, they were not the ones who incurred wrath. Many lived just as much under the thumb of the Emperor as he. This demigod had felt it as loud as anything when he had visited, and only so briefly.
Florian’s eyebrows raised a bit when he was questioned. He was neither adept at lying, nor too adept at noticing, but he was being questioned and his ability for both was being tested. He turned to face straight ahead, where a small copse of trees was split by the path and a bench was nestled between the trunks.
”A gut feeling. A guess, from what you said. Your work as a mercenary, you hold concern for family despite trying to distance from them...” Florian kept his eyes ahead, so they did not wander to the visually hallucinated manifestations of control and connection that wove around Jae-Seong when Florian looked. And Florian had found himself a voyeur onto the messy chains of others, and sometimes ignored his own.
His mother would have been disappointed. She had always wanted him to think about his problems, to dissect them, to fix them. And he simply bottled things up until he released them, in some way, be it fighting or recklessness.
The troubles that bind him can’t decide if they are wanted or not; distancing himself from family that loves him and returning when they are needed...
He loved his mother, too, and he hoped she knew that he loved her. With as much as he loved her, he found her secrets frustrating. Endless hints pointed to a past that was more, but she deigned to hide every piece of evidence. Florian had oft grown cold to her for periods of months or seasons at a time. It was born in frustration, the pain of knowing she refused a better life.
He knew she had moved to Zaichaer before he was born, but knowing he was coming, so why had she chosen to stay? In a place that would only hurt him? When he could have grown up in Kalzasi, or a free city that would have kept them safe?
Florian blinked as he realized his train of thought had trailed while he was mid explanation.
”A bit of intuition. I have always hated being leashed, but for some they take comfort in it. It’s good to have family, and to see them. You never know when you may no longer be able to.”
Florian’s eyebrows raised a bit when he was questioned. He was neither adept at lying, nor too adept at noticing, but he was being questioned and his ability for both was being tested. He turned to face straight ahead, where a small copse of trees was split by the path and a bench was nestled between the trunks.
”A gut feeling. A guess, from what you said. Your work as a mercenary, you hold concern for family despite trying to distance from them...” Florian kept his eyes ahead, so they did not wander to the visually hallucinated manifestations of control and connection that wove around Jae-Seong when Florian looked. And Florian had found himself a voyeur onto the messy chains of others, and sometimes ignored his own.
His mother would have been disappointed. She had always wanted him to think about his problems, to dissect them, to fix them. And he simply bottled things up until he released them, in some way, be it fighting or recklessness.
The troubles that bind him can’t decide if they are wanted or not; distancing himself from family that loves him and returning when they are needed...
He loved his mother, too, and he hoped she knew that he loved her. With as much as he loved her, he found her secrets frustrating. Endless hints pointed to a past that was more, but she deigned to hide every piece of evidence. Florian had oft grown cold to her for periods of months or seasons at a time. It was born in frustration, the pain of knowing she refused a better life.
He knew she had moved to Zaichaer before he was born, but knowing he was coming, so why had she chosen to stay? In a place that would only hurt him? When he could have grown up in Kalzasi, or a free city that would have kept them safe?
Florian blinked as he realized his train of thought had trailed while he was mid explanation.
”A bit of intuition. I have always hated being leashed, but for some they take comfort in it. It’s good to have family, and to see them. You never know when you may no longer be able to.”
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