Baby, It's Cold Outside [Torin]

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Aurin
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"Hold it in your chest," he instructed, but Torin seemed to do just fine with his tentative inhalation. He didn't cough, which was for the best. Some argued that the violence of a cough helped the drug find its way into the nooks and crannies of the body, but this was the kid's first time and the coughing was unpleasant besides.

He laughed softly at the idea of him working at the forge while under the influence of a narcotic. If he said the same when they were entirely sober, he would warn him not to, but people said casually inane things when relaxed and so he thought nothing of it. Nor did he think much of the lad's affection. Many people did come to the Velvet Cabaret for their more primal urges, but courtesans were equally skilled at the sensual as the sexual. Not being one of them, Aurin at least understood the comparison and the contrast. That Torin sought touch and talk said a bit about him. He craved knowledge and affection; those were easily given

Aurin turned just slightly, more receptive to closeness, and observed Torin make tiny, inadvertent moves to grow closer. When Torin's head was well enough past Aurin's elbow, the joint flexed and his hand came down to rest on the apprentice's shoulder.

"The wizards of the Circle of Spells say that things that grow down there absorb some magic, but these mushrooms aren't much changed for it. The sorts of things that do absorb more magic and display magical traits... well, those are more expensive and more complex, often more dangerous, as well. People have learned quite a few herbs and compounds for altering the senses, yes. The Cabaret has a fair selection at the bar. The finer things are kept locked up. Some are so expensive Madame Lunaria doesn't even trust me with the keys..."

He chuckled a fresh exhalation of smoke, the sound akin to rocks tumbling against each other at the bottom of a stream.

"There are leaves you can chew that will have you bouncing off the walls all night. There are tisanes that will lull you into waking dreams. The world is wide and full of variety..." It almost sounded like he knew a fair amount of what lay beyond Kalzasi's ken. Perhaps he did.
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“I don't want to be at the mercy of my emotions.
I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them.”
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Torin Kilvin
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"I guess it's a good thing I'm used to breathing smoke." The boy mused, eyes a little glazed, blinking slow.

A hand, warm in both physicality and emotion, came down around his shoulders and he sighed softly. A part of his mind drifted back years to the warmth of the affection of another man, the rest stayed where he was, listening to the explanations of substance and magic that could cause all manner of feeling and reaction. He drifted for a few moments, imagining the places such things might grow until a gentle tugging of his consciousness brought him back.

"How much does this one cost?" The words seemed abrupt spoken aloud, but in his head, they were a part of the normal flow of conversation. Aurin had pulled the packet, unprompted, from his pocket so it wasn't likely something extravagant, though the potency was more than enough for a country lad. As soon as he'd asked he realized the other man had already gotten tetchy about Torin trying to pay for a gift that day. Wanting to avoid a repeat he reached out, fingers pressing lightly against the other man's mouth.

"Tell me later, I don't think I'll remember just now. Don't want to..." He searched for the right word, lightly tracing the outline of the mouths under his hands, his own and Aurin's.
"Besmirtch your hospitality?" He tried, "Unless you want me to? I mean I am here as a patron, I think, so if this is a job sort of thing I understand."

He did not understand. His words were escaping him without stopping over in his brain first, but they sounded alright. He hoped they were alright.

Realizing he was now gently stroking over the soft textured surface of his new friend's mouth he pulled both his hands into his lap and flushed. He shouldn't have been doing that, was fairly sure, at least, that it wasn't something he was supposed to be doing. He tried to squint at himself to figure out if he was right. It didn't work for some reason.

His hands began to run themselves over the hem of his shirt. The urge to feel things, to explore with his hands was quite overwhelming. Taking a deep slow breath he realized Aurin was smoking more and considered it.

"I probably shouldn't. Right?" He sat up and everything went out of focus for a moment. He shook his head to clear it, which made it worse. "No, I shouldn't." He settled back down with his shoulder pressed back against Aurin's shoulder. His hands played with whatever was nearby; the hose of the hookah, the light dusting of hair on Aurin's forearm, his own trousers.

Head falling back against the other man's support he spoke to the ceiling,

"I miss the stars sometimes. There are stars here, of course, but where I grew up it was dark at night, true dark. The magic here keeps parts of the city lit all the time, its wonderous. But some of the stars are lost and when it's late, out my window, I miss some of them. It makes me wonder if there is only so much we're allowed to have, you know? "

He tried to turn his head to look at Aurin but got a face full of his own hair so returned to contemplating the ceiling.
"Like, if we want magic we lose something. Beautiful and simple, like the stars." He frowned, thinking that once he had heard that the stars weren't simple, something complicated and very far off.
"Maybe nothing is simple really, maybe just me."

His voice trailed off, husky at the end and his hand went back up to trace his mouth.
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Aurin didn't mind the physical closeness. He had already surmised that Torin was no threat; if anything, Aurin was the wolf guarding the lamb rather than gutting him. And the Cabaret's fixer didn't usually relax his guard enough to let someone in whether he was flirting or fucking, not that he was doing either at the moment. Torin's fingers caught faint stars across his face, and he could faintly feel each follicle of his short-cropped beard as it was petted.

A question was asked, then an answer forbidden. He just hunkered down giving the faint tug on Torin's shoulders that eventually sent his head to lolling against Aurin's chest. Perhaps he was like the courtesans, knowing how to put a person at ease. The smith's apprentice seemed almost boneless now, leaning against his own solid body while his mind went wandering.

"It belonged to me, not the Cabaret," he assured him. "I sample the wares from time to time. Either with patrons or alone. So I remember how to handle myself if I'm intoxicated. Measured risks. Knowing intimately what it feels like—it helps me talk them down if they get agitated. It helps me keep people safe."

Time stretched a bit in silence before he remembered to speak again.

"The effects don't last forever. You can have more if you feel it starting to wane. If you want to stay here, like this, longer." When Torin remembered himself and put his hands in his own lap, Aurin offered that chuckle of tumbling river rocks. "You can touch me, kid. People might talk, but it's of no moment." As for his talk of stars... "There's a cost to everything. Magic. Simplicity. Safety. Cost doesn't have to be bad, though. You just have to know what it is, who you're paying, and whether it's worth it."

His hand came up to tuck errant curls behind Torin's ear, knuckles brushing his cheek. It might have been tender. It was likely the fungus they had inhaled.

"And you have to know what other people want, what they are willing to pay, and whether it affects you in the end..."
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“I don't want to be at the mercy of my emotions.
I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them.”
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The explanations made sense, in a way that would make sense when he was back to...himself? Was he further away from himself now, or only too close to see clearly?

The small movements, adjustments that led Torin to end up with his face pressed against a freely offered chest, expansive and heated by blood and fire-hair, were just subtle enough that he knew them for what they were. It made sense to him. If they had been overt he would have questioned their intent, worried over them, feared them.

"Makes sense." He murmured. The idea of knowing what something felt like so you knew how to handle it was part of the reason he was there at all.

He was already touching Aurin, over almost half his body at this point, but the permission in words was something else. His eyes pricked, though he couldn't tell why and he pressed his face harder into the combination of chest-shoulder-neck where his face had been resting. Nowhere near crying was the boy, but the idea of tears was there, buried under mountains of time and old need. He was still floating with the idea of being allowed, of acceptance and freedom when Aurin answered his musings on stars.

"I'll pay it, whatever it is." He meant for the moment he was in now, not the drugs, or even the stars. There was nothing flippant or arrogant in his words, if anything they sounded close to fear. This wasn't a young man looking into danger with foolish self-assurance, this was a child accepting that getting what he needed might cost more than he had but needing it anyway.
"I won't stay long." He promised solemnly hands coming up to cling, just a little, just enough.

Aurin's hand, strong and steady, brushed against his face, and he let the worry go. If he was to pay for this then he wanted to have it, all of it, for a little while.

"I want to know those things, about people. What they need, what they'll pay." He would, theoretically, be a businessman in his own right someday, but that wasn't what he meant at all. The knowing he wanted was about deeper things than what his work was worth. The worth of a person, how it was decided, how to find it, he wanted to know that. It felt like a magic in its own right, being able to tell such things with a look or a few words. If he knew, then, maybe he wouldn't have to keep so close to himself, keep himself so far from others.

He wasn't alone then though, and as his mind began to drift under the influence of a very long day, food, alcohol, a warm embrace, and the smoke, he imagined he was back home, on his pallet, wrapped in his master again.

"I always wished you'd do this more. I know you'd rather be back in the house, and I don't blame you. Of course, you want your bed, your family. I know I'm not that, but you're good to me anyway. I wish I'd gotten to thank you for that. I wish I'd had words." It was obvious that he wasn't speaking to Aurin, it sounded for all the world like he was praying. One hand drifted up and unlaced the bindings of his shirt enough to pull free a pendant on a chain about his neck. His fist wrapped around it and he was quiet for a long time, not seeming unhappy, face pressed and nuzzling into Aurin's neck.

One might have thought he had fallen asleep until he stirred a little, pulling his head up to met Aurin's gaze.
"Sorry, I drifted away a little. Tell me more about the nature of people?"
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It became crystal clear despite the haze that Torin was offering everything to maintain this closeness, a lamb offering himself to the wolf. While Aurin could be a bad man, he didn't feel so moved in the moment. Over the tawny, tousled head of hair, he caught the gaze of one of his co-workers, amused and curious. With a few faces, the pair communicated with the young smith none the wiser. There were no emergencies or threats of emergencies that required his attention. This wasn't the first time a patron had fallen asleep on him, or attempted to get into his pants, either for coin or for free.

She moved off and Torin again received his entire attention just as he began to speak to someone who wasn't there. It didn't take much skill to deduce that it was his former master—a father figure and perhaps more in the mind of an adolescent boy. He wasn't sure how to feel that he gave the lad enough of the same energy to conjure the man. They had only known each other for the length of the day, after all. So, he just rested his hand on those golden curls as he imagined the man would have done were he there.

He listened and he let the words percolate through his own altered consciousness, seeing things from a different angle than he would clean, cold, and sober, his mind cutting like a knife. Now, instead, he was more meditative, a weaver pulling various threads together into a whole pattern to see what there was to see. And then Torin was there again with him, looking him in the eye again, all unguarded. Aurin's hand fell from the lad's hair, took him by the chin. From up close, he told him what he saw.

"You want this." He wasn't trying to manipulate him, just informing him of what he saw. "You need a paternal figure who sees you, who supports you, and who loves you, because your childhood didn't feature one. It will color the choices you make when it comes to lovers, to business partners, and the like until you find what you're looking for, until you can integrate that into who you are—seen, supported, and loved."
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“I don't want to be at the mercy of my emotions.
I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them.”
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Torin Kilvin
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A hand came to pet his hair while he spoke and it helped. All of this was helping. The part of him that knew what he needed and was looking for when he went so earnestly searching through the streets and public houses of the city acknowledged that this was doing the thing.

And then that part was speaking to him through a set of dark eyes and a mouth that he now knew the shape and texture of by touch. He couldn't blink, or swallow, he was stuck, listening to his head speak to him through another man.

"I do, want this." He agreed, sounding almost sober. "But... I did have it. He loved me. He's just gone now." There was sadness in his voice but not devastating, like he was truly trying to explain something. Whether to himself or to Aurin even he couldn't have said. "I need someone who can teach me... everything. I feel like I don't know any of the things that everyone else seems to just know. I didn't grow up with my parents, so they couldn't teach me. My master was good," He said the word as though he meant the fundamental heart of goodness, "but it wasn't his job to teach me the things that a parent does."

He truly believed this, that there were things you could literally only learn from a parent, and lacking them he was without that information. He had no understanding of the fact that if he had allowed the smith and his wife to act as parents toward him he would have learned the social aspects of a family, the skills of human connection.

"Now I'm grown and I have to try, on my own. I can learn, I just need someone to teach." A little shame came back then and his eyes fell, though he did not attempt to pull away from the hand that gently, but firmly, held his face. "I"m not asking you. It's not your job either. I don't know how to find a teacher. I thought, now that I'm earning I could pay someone." His mouth twisted to one side ruefully,
"It doesn't seem that enough people are lost like I am for there to be teachers." He shrugged one shoulder, still not pulling away, still not adjusting his body away at all.
"Might help if I knew how to explain what it is I don't know."
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While he held Torin's limpid gaze with his own, cloudy as the ocean's surf kicking up sand, and his chin between thumb and the curl of his finger, he let his gaze release and travel lazily over the young man's face, his hand sliding up to encompass his cheek and his jaw, fingers and palm cool compared to the close, warm air of the lounge. He knew then that he could pluck Torin like a freshly opened spring blossom. He had done it before, taking what he wanted because so much had been taken from him—or never given where it ought to have been given. The world wasn't fair, though. He had learned that early on, and had the lesson drilled into him time and again as if he could forget it.

"The courtesans here will take your coin and teach you about your body, will talk to you frankly about anything at all if that is your desire. The cost is plain. One might wish to retire as the bride or groom of an up and coming craftsman, perhaps, but I would imagine they would make that possibility known rather than tricking you. 'Tis a lifetime partnership for most." His lip curled slightly, thinking of those for whom it meant next to nothing, just another form of human bondage, but that wasn't always the case and if he was a pessimist sometimes, he tried to be more of a realist, to look at his own prejudices, to know them so he could set them aside before they polluted his clear view of the world.

"Your master ought to teach you about running a business, about dealing with customers and suppliers, apprentices and such. Sometimes one just has to know to ask. Tell the other apprentices of your night at the Velvet Cabaret... it will give you something to talk about other than work. It will help you suss out those with whom you might have some common ground to lean into, and those whose responses mark them as..." He shrugged. "Not potential friends.

"Watch what people do. Listen to what people say. Determine whether they are trustworthy... or how far they deserve trust. Learn to recognize your people, so you know when to offer a bit of yourself in exchange for a bit of them. The healthy friendships involve give and take."
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“I don't want to be at the mercy of my emotions.
I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them.”
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It made sense, what he was being told. Far too much sense for the addled state of his mind, but he nodded, tried to take note so that he could return to the ideas once he was sober again.

The hand on his face was not helping him concentrate. His mother had touched his face when he'd been very small but no one since had. The smith's wife had tried to help him wash his face a few times but his determination to prove that, even at five, he was big enough to take care of himself had overridden any idea that the action might have contained affection.

His hand came up to cover Aurin's and then slide down slowly, letting it run over the arm, then up it, through short, bright hair to rest at the back of the other man's neck. All the sensations were translated individually so it wasn't until he had settled thus that he realized he was gently cupping another person's head. Eyes moving between the things the mouth was teaching him and those that the eyes were, Torin leaned into the touch without taking his attention from the instruction.

"Thank you." He said at last, quietly between them. "Maybe I can come and pay for your time, too?" No thought of sex was in the young man, but it filtered through his mind that such might be what would be thought by others. "So I could ask questions, if that was alright. I know that isn't what you do, but you seem to understand what I'm trying to find and that's more than anyone else. That I've met. Maybe, we could be friends, eventually?" He was ready to be told no. Thought he was, was trying to be. There were drugs in them both, and if this moment was a product of that, it was alright that it was. He'd been given a lot. If this was all he'd be given he was grateful for it.

"I should be going. I'm sure it's late." He didn't look away immediately, taking his time reconnecting with the idea of the room, of the building, of him existing inside them. When he tried to stand it went poorly and he coltishly landed back on his ass. He tried again, slowly, with better results. Slow was okay, he could move slowly. It might take a long while to get back to his own room, but he could do it. He wasn't scared to try.

"I think I might need my coat." He was fairly sure this was true.
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Torin didn't really give him a chance to respond properly, so when the couch pulled him back into its embrace, he put his hand on his knee to forestall escape just yet. He smiled. It was less sharp. His smiles were charming, even the off-kilter ones, but they were weapons too. Not so much this one, or perhaps it was just hidden behind velvet. Villain, villain, smiling damnèd villain!

"We are still meeting to sup together, are we not?" He gave Torin's knee a gentle squeeze, not angling upward toward his crotch or anything so untoward, just giving him a bit of the physical affection he craved—for free, so to speak. "You can buy and you can pick my brain about how to behave like a person. From there, we can see whether friendship is something you'll have to pay for with coin."

He winked. It could've been comforting, or it could have been frightening depending on one's perspective. Sharp-eyed, sharp-featured, and with his warm red hair, he might very well be a fox in the wild.

"Come on. I'll walk you home. A bit of cold air will fortify me for the rest of the night." Then, turning toward a skinny man peeking into the lounge. "Oy, Alibart! You want to taste Verila's cunt, don't you?" He held up the mouthpiece of the hookah. "Come taste my sloppy seconds."

The man laughed, only too eager for the free intoxicants, whether Aurin had been eating out one of the highest-paid courtesans in the place or not. Aurin's arm slipped deftly around Torin's middle and he hoisted the both of them up.

"Heavy," he muttered, then chuckled. "Smiths are all muscle, I suppose." Then, "We'll go out the service entrance. Fewer in the way of pickpockets and thieves that way than watching those that leave the Cabaret, the Crane, and the Peacock at night. Anyway, let's go get your coat."

Fin
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“I don't want to be at the mercy of my emotions.
I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them.”
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Lore:

Torin
Blacksmithing: Intricate Detailing
Blacksmithing: Forge Tending
Perception: Recognizing How Oneself is Perceived by Others
Perception: Recognizing Danger
Perception: Recognizing Expectations
Perception: Concentrating While Intoxicated
Perception: Self Awareness
Singing: Singing in Groups
Seduction: Clever Qips and Rejoinders
Contact: Aurin Kavafis

Aurin
Aurin:
Business: Redirection of Interest
Business: Reading a Client
Business: Liquor them Up
Business: Reading the Crowd
Business: Showing off the Wares
Persuasion: Teasing
Persuasion: I'll Do it With You
Persuasion: Reassurance
Persuasion: Let Them Come to You
Psychology: Recognizing Needs
Seduction: Accustoming Them to Touch

Points: 8XP each

Injuries/Ailments: N/A

Loot: N/A

Notes: Imma have to get me some of that hookah stuff. :P Love the beginnings of their relationship building.
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