Norani listened intently at this marine biology lesson from Kaiko. It was fascinating to learn. She knew of many an animal, but had not learned so many specific things about them. Perhaps it was time to focus more on her Animus learnings after all.
She hadn’t really ever used her Animus Rune much since getting it. She smiled to herself, remember how much she had pestered and pestered Old Nurn to initiate her, because she wanted to be taller, like the giraffe that was her first totem.
But she hated the idea of making totems, to the point that she hadn’t pursued it further over the years. Now a mediocre hunter, she was less squeamish of such things, but she still didn’t care for the idea of killing something solely to claim its form. If the creature wasn’t edible, it was even further a waste.
But maybe there was another way.
And soon, amid her pondering, Kaiko had returned, a jar in hand, with several creatures Norani had never seen before trapped inside. She frowned a bit, hating the idea of these creatures trapped in such a way. Kaiko gave a warning of pretty meaning pain and Norani smiled softly.
She reached into the jar, wondering how this creature would inflict its pain upon her. “My mother, Kiki, once told me that, as children, everything is beautiful.” Her fingers scooped gently beneath the cap of the jellyfish and into the tentacles, which immediately began to sting as Norani winced, “It’s only when we begin to grow that we find that things are ugly.”
She called upon her Aether, pulling it through her rune, and offering it to the creature, much like she did when communing with the elements. Tears filled her eyes as she continued to hold the jellyfish in such a manner, keeping it beneath the water. With her Aether, she felt a connection beginning to form, one that was similar to that first time she made a totem.
“I don’t wish to lose that, just because I’m pained,” she grunted through grit teeth. The connection finished, and Norani could feel the addition of the jellyfish within her Rune upon her back. She removed her hand from the creature, then overturned the jar to let them free once more.
She looked at her hand, large welts forming in streaks now. And it still burned terribly. “What is that creature called?” She could feel that she could turn into it if she tried. But with her hand burning as such, maintaining concentration would be difficult. “Do you know a way to soften the pain? I wish to transform into that creature, but I need to be able to focus.”