"Now would you like to share why you've come?"
Yeva smiled, curious as well. Tilting her head to the side, she watched Norani's focus sharpen, the subtle way her nostrils expanded as she took a took a deep breath. The story started as she expected for the most part, with Norani admitting to her pain and isolation, how she felt those closest to her had deceived her. Yeva patted the orc's hand, saddened that her friend struggled so, and knew that this new journey could be an opportunity of growth, for both of them. Just as Drathera had pushed her in ways she had never expected, Norani might find herself challenged as well. Yeva knew that while it would be uncomfortable, perhaps even painful at times, it would leave them changed. Images of conversations with Franky burst in her mind, talks of stagnation and comfort, and a brief attempt to try and understand how he might have been changed in her absence.
And then Norani continued.
Yeva glanced at their hands, at the difference between her delicate fingers and Norani's calloused ones, entwining. Yeva had not held hands with many people, but somehow the lacing felt... intimate?
"Yeva makes my heart float and flutter,"
The redhead's eyes snapped upwards, steady and unbreaking as Norani spoke, "-she is the warmth of the rising sun and the comfort of the moons in the darkness. She found me when I was feeling alone, surrounded by strangers that were kin."
Yeva's stomach flipped and she grew very still. Norani was prone to embarrassing and honest assessment of feelings, but this... this didn't sound like friendship. Yeva swallowed. Had she ever made anyone's heart flutter?
"She is the dearest friend and the one I find most special.”
Friend. There it was. Friend.
They were friends.
See?
She exhaled, smiled, and gave a soft, impulsive sound that was almost like a laugh mixed with a sigh. But what did she mean? The one I find most special?
Norani paused and reached into the pouch she kept on her hip. From it, she removed a wooden box.
Yeva felt her stomach drop again, perhaps all the way to her feet this time, and a tiny voice in her head began to panic. What is that? What is it?
Time seemed to slow as Norani opened it, and the strangest rush of adrenaline poured through her veins, nothing compared to the drug they had been given. Why was she so skittish all of a sudden? Yeva's eyes flickered to Vuka, who remained patient, maybe even impassive, as Norani gingerly lifted one of the prettiest flowers Yeva had ever seen, and placed it before the Seer.
"I do not wish to lose Yeva to the Unknown in the way that Juno was taken from me. I have a wound I didn’t know was there from Juno being stolen, a wound made much larger by the lies around it."
She knew of the Unknown; it was one of the first lessons she had been taught after arriving to Ecith. After 'clothing optional'. The story continued, of Norani sleeping in and the lotus that had been proudly in the sun. And how she had laid beneath it. A sign. The flower had many meanings in many cultures, but all were positive from what she recalled.
Emerging from murky water with clean petals, it symbolized purity, strength, resilience, rebirth. Transcendence of spirit over worldly matters.
Pink for feminine energy. Red for passion, love, and expression.
This one in particular, was a lovely blend of colors, unlike any she had ever seen. Ecithean, by all accounts. While she was sure Norani was not aware of this, Yeva knew what it meant. And it was a very powerful omen to be presented in this way.
Norani, "I wish for you to use the powers given by Galetira to mark this flower over my heart, to write my meeting of Yeva, to carve every moment of happiness and sadness we’ve shared, to paint the love into my skin, so that I may never lose her, forget her.”
Would the Unknown come for her too? Yeva had understood the very real threat of the mysterious danger, but had somehow never considered this as something that could happen to her. But Norani, who had already lost one dear friend(?), wished to protect their memories as much as possible. The idea of her suddenly being lost to time and everyone and anyone in her life forgetting she ever existed made her want to cry.
And there was Norani, swearing vengeance to an ancient evil. Vuka spoke words of warning, which sounded far away. Yeva could hear very little over the rushing of blood in her ears, of her heartbeat that pounded so furiously it felt like she might die, until both women were looking at her, and she stared back at the orc who looked at her with so much love in her eyes, she....
"I..." her throat felt dry and she tried to clear it. Her face felt warm, "I think the smoke has made me a bit light headed," she muttered, feeling guilty at the lack luster response after her friends impassioned speech of love and heroism. Moments like this were exactly why she felt the craven one of the two, "It usually does... I just need a little air," she explained lamely, chewing at her bottom lip while extracting her hand from Norani's. She needed to breathe, to think for a second. Having an audience when your best friend confessed such things was not something she had been prepared for.
Yeva looked back at the stunning flower in the center, and rose to her feet, displaying Elvish nimbleness as she moved towards the flap of the tent, and thrust herself into the open space. She began to pace, sucking air into her lungs so quickly, it drew attention from those walking past, "I'm fine," she said, mostly to convince herself while she waved way any looks of concern. Yeva was aware her time was limited, Norani would probably want to check on her. She cares for me so much, so thought, raking her hands through her hair, snagging at the ends, What if what I feel is not the same? What if-
What if I hurt her?
What do I do?
Yeva had never been placed in a situation like this, nor had she been taken to a Seer to have symbolic tattoos pressed upon skin. Norani was not excessively tattooed like others in Ecith. This felt sacred. It was no secret Yeva adored Norani, choosing her company over others, especially when it came to sleeping arrangements, but the way Norani had smiled had felt so earnest, her hand had felt so warm.
She slowed, resolving herself to go back inside and started to turn, as a hummingbird flew around her, hovered, and then darted away.
Yeva slipped back into the tent, shyly at first as she searched Norani's face, "Thank you for waiting," her voice was soft, and she glanced at Vuka, before slowly lowering herself back to where she had been seating. She was a tension she needed to dispel, "I... I want to say something now."
Her heart began its war-drum pounding, and she turned her body to face Norani more fully, "I have been alone for a long time... And I do not know how much time we will have together," she tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, "Not just because of the Unknown, but, because... well, I have lost those I've cared for before. In that way, I think I understand what you may be feeling..."
Now came the hard part, "You have shown me a new way to live," she could feel her ears warming, her throat tightening, "Meeting you has been a blessing I could have never predicted. I know I have come to Ecith for my pilgrimage, so that I may be a Seer one day too, but hearing your words - and they were so beautiful, Norani - I am scared.... Because... I have been told many times that a Seer's path is one of loss. Even now, I am losing those around me. And you are so honest, and thoughtful, and kind, and I... I do not know if I am the beautiful picture of warmth and strength you paint me to be. I am just... Yeva."
She held her palm up, allowing Norani to take her hand again if she wished, "I do not want to hurt you, but nor do I want to forget you. I want," she spoke freely now, "I want you to stay with me. For as long as our paths are aligned."
"I do not know what that will look like," she added, a light blush rising darkening her cheeks, "I would like to have our memories on me, as well, um.... If you would like that too."